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Danj
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11:46 PM
made with glue
11:46 PM
Danj
made with glue
9:19 PM
made with glue
9:19 PM
... and the conversation dies.
God,
In what way have I wronged, that such animosities would befall upon me?
Get back to me.
God,
In what way have I wronged, that such animosities would befall upon me?
Get back to me.
Danj
made with glue
10:38 AM
made with glue
10:38 AM
I'm sick as hell and it feels like someone hit me all over when I was asleep.
I think somebody hates me.
I think somebody hates me.
Danj
made with glue
11:51 PM
made with glue
11:51 PM
I am so confused where do I start oh jeese lets play dota. (i would play the drums, but if only)
Danj
made with glue
12:37 AM
made with glue
12:37 AM
Inspired By The $
I want this. Sabian Neil Peart Paragon China 19"
and this. LP Black Beauty Cowbell LP204
and to do this
Mother: Study hard.
I want this. Sabian Neil Peart Paragon China 19"
and this. LP Black Beauty Cowbell LP204
and to do this
Mother: Study hard.
Danj
made with glue
11:28 PM
made with glue
11:28 PM
Because, I spend my afternoons studying, I have no life thank you very much.
Danj
made with glue
10:23 PM
made with glue
10:23 PM
War sucks! Lets party.
Thats the biggest it could go.
Anyways, today was a happy (is a yuppie word) day cause I didn't let anything get in my way. Not even my rad haircut.
Ps: Helios, don't sleep until you've slapped 1000 times. Jt, eat medcine and get well.
Oh, I almost forgot.
Today somebody yelped in excitement when he or she finally managed to form an equation - x=r+x-r. :D Might or might not be the latter person.
Thats the biggest it could go.
Anyways, today was a happy (is a yuppie word) day cause I didn't let anything get in my way. Not even my rad haircut.
Ps: Helios, don't sleep until you've slapped 1000 times. Jt, eat medcine and get well.
Oh, I almost forgot.
Today somebody yelped in excitement when he or she finally managed to form an equation - x=r+x-r. :D Might or might not be the latter person.
Danj
made with glue
12:05 AM
made with glue
12:05 AM
Song Shlong
I totally forgot what I came online for.
Oh right. Josh left.
During his stay we jammed for a bit and mixed some recordings. That makes me smile.
Played with Douche Dundah!, Deej's barker band.
More smiles.
It was a joy to meet and hang out with those dudes. \m/
Helios is improving,
And uh. Jt found out a quicker way of transfering songs into his ipod.
I totally forgot what I came online for.
Oh right. Josh left.
During his stay we jammed for a bit and mixed some recordings. That makes me smile.
Played with Douche Dundah!, Deej's barker band.
More smiles.
It was a joy to meet and hang out with those dudes. \m/
Helios is improving,
And uh. Jt found out a quicker way of transfering songs into his ipod.
Danj
made with glue
8:16 PM
made with glue
8:16 PM
Douche Dundah! 2
So i heard some ac independant prefects say that Barker won the damn show by 60 votes, but they had to crown (i) the winners for the sake of saving face or something like that. Guess they lost more dignity than they tried to salvage.
Plainsunset gigs rucking fock.
So i heard some ac independant prefects say that Barker won the damn show by 60 votes, but they had to crown (i) the winners for the sake of saving face or something like that. Guess they lost more dignity than they tried to salvage.
Plainsunset gigs rucking fock.
Danj
made with glue
12:23 AM
made with glue
12:23 AM
Douche Dundah!
Battle of the bands was awesome. Deej's band rocked out with their licks, and their lead vox (winner of teenage icon) basically stole the whole show. Helios got f*king drunk on 18 year old gold label and started swearing in every other sentance he mouthed, and this is as far as it goes. (I'm a nice guy. Ask him if you wish.) But overall, the night was epic. Barker rocked hard and deserved to win but, with independant.. Guess they had a bigger fan base?
Anyways, to Uresh, Tim, Dj, Barney, Andrew and Uriah, I am your no.1 fan! So is Josh. And, Andrew, you're not a creep. Stop singing that song.
I got home a little wasted, and I probably should go to bed.
Battle of the bands was awesome. Deej's band rocked out with their licks, and their lead vox (winner of teenage icon) basically stole the whole show. Helios got f*king drunk on 18 year old gold label and started swearing in every other sentance he mouthed, and this is as far as it goes. (I'm a nice guy. Ask him if you wish.) But overall, the night was epic. Barker rocked hard and deserved to win but, with independant.. Guess they had a bigger fan base?
Anyways, to Uresh, Tim, Dj, Barney, Andrew and Uriah, I am your no.1 fan! So is Josh. And, Andrew, you're not a creep. Stop singing that song.
I got home a little wasted, and I probably should go to bed.
Danj
made with glue
12:36 AM
made with glue
12:36 AM
As confused as loud.
My indecisiveness is killing me. Right now, I've got some thoughts jumbled in my head - to, or not to, to go for it or give it up. It was getting nowhere and I really didn't want to put any more thought into it, so I decided to distract myself with a game of dota. I realised that I couldn't hold up 2 A.I Insane heroes with a Dwarven Sniper, and I wasn't really satisfied so I tried over and over, and I basically wasted the night away. Oh crap. Math homework not done.
My indecisiveness is killing me. Right now, I've got some thoughts jumbled in my head - to, or not to, to go for it or give it up. It was getting nowhere and I really didn't want to put any more thought into it, so I decided to distract myself with a game of dota. I realised that I couldn't hold up 2 A.I Insane heroes with a Dwarven Sniper, and I wasn't really satisfied so I tried over and over, and I basically wasted the night away. Oh crap. Math homework not done.
Danj
made with glue
12:12 AM
made with glue
12:12 AM
When this like these happen, it makes me question what I really want.
Danj
made with glue
12:28 AM
made with glue
12:28 AM
I'll be your distraction
I shall blog in point form for the first time.
I shall blog in point form for the first time.
- MY LEFT HAND IS UCKIN SLOW!
- I need a distraction. Handphone games are getting boring. (I won the tennis WTA cup in 2 days)
- I learnt Krav Maga.
Danj
made with glue
11:35 PM
made with glue
11:35 PM
Hammers and Hearts.
Technically, I wouldn't say the set was freaky styley, (I don't know if it was even a set) but being surrounded by good friends and a sweet, cosy cheer was more than I could ask for. Sharing the somewhat "stage" with the people I know was definitely a perk in addition to that. Colleen, I thought you did really well tonight, My Heart was awesome. Don't look so down aye love, singing with you has been the best thing ever since. :)
I've always pictured myself sharing the stage with the people I know, and making the best sound around. The euphoric moment is priceless.
Today marks the death of Daniel Joshua the drummer.
My sincere gratitude to all who willingly came down today.
Hope to see you at our other shows. (Fooyoh!)
I kid.
Technically, I wouldn't say the set was freaky styley, (I don't know if it was even a set) but being surrounded by good friends and a sweet, cosy cheer was more than I could ask for. Sharing the somewhat "stage" with the people I know was definitely a perk in addition to that. Colleen, I thought you did really well tonight, My Heart was awesome. Don't look so down aye love, singing with you has been the best thing ever since. :)
I've always pictured myself sharing the stage with the people I know, and making the best sound around. The euphoric moment is priceless.
Today marks the death of Daniel Joshua the drummer.
My sincere gratitude to all who willingly came down today.
Hope to see you at our other shows. (Fooyoh!)
I kid.
Danj
made with glue
1:42 AM
made with glue
1:42 AM
Guilt trip holiday
I'm somewhere in between feel and good, and I hope that's the way it'll turn out this weekend.
Awesome long weekend lined up starting from tomorrow, with Ken Kok Wah's birthday bash. (I shant reveal anything, except that Yun and I will be up early to get it tomorrow. Somewhat close to what I got last year.) Ben & Jerry's on saturday, Festival For a Future the day after. Followed by a sleepover at my place, and a not so awesome project day Monday. I know Prelims are just 'round the corner and rocking out's gonna feel terrible but.. This'll be the last time I swear.
Ps: Josh'll be arriving tomorrow night.
Pps: Really, really guilty.
I'm somewhere in between feel and good, and I hope that's the way it'll turn out this weekend.
Awesome long weekend lined up starting from tomorrow, with Ken Kok Wah's birthday bash. (I shant reveal anything, except that Yun and I will be up early to get it tomorrow. Somewhat close to what I got last year.) Ben & Jerry's on saturday, Festival For a Future the day after. Followed by a sleepover at my place, and a not so awesome project day Monday. I know Prelims are just 'round the corner and rocking out's gonna feel terrible but.. This'll be the last time I swear.
Ps: Josh'll be arriving tomorrow night.
Pps: Really, really guilty.
Danj
made with glue
10:04 PM
made with glue
10:04 PM
night so cold.
Danj
made with glue
10:40 PM
made with glue
10:40 PM
When the world talks, who listens?
Danj
made with glue
10:22 PM
made with glue
10:22 PM
I hope it doesn't make you feel old, watching me grow up.
It feels like times flew by so fast, it didn't stop a second for me to take a second glance. My relationship with Colleen has one way or another (i have no idea how this is related) taught me to love my mother for who she is, and come to accept the fact that "the Mother is always right." This unobligatory love, is un-repayable.
I hugged my mom today. When was the last time you did?
It feels like times flew by so fast, it didn't stop a second for me to take a second glance. My relationship with Colleen has one way or another (i have no idea how this is related) taught me to love my mother for who she is, and come to accept the fact that "the Mother is always right." This unobligatory love, is un-repayable.
I hugged my mom today. When was the last time you did?
Danj
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5:56 PM
made with glue
5:56 PM
I've changed my number. Im me for it!
Danj
made with glue
11:43 PM
made with glue
11:43 PM
All I want to hear at the end of a bad day is you.
Danj
made with glue
11:32 PM
made with glue
11:32 PM
Embrace it.
Stop standing at the edge. Dive in already!
Is it possible to fall in love twice?
Stop standing at the edge. Dive in already!
Is it possible to fall in love twice?
Danj
made with glue
10:26 PM
made with glue
10:26 PM
Kate is still my best girl. She only makes me feel one thing, and that is euphoria.
Danj
made with glue
4:53 PM
made with glue
4:53 PM
Unlike the many other times, I managed to dig deep and pulled out some testicular fortitude to reflect on how I really felt, from under all the reluctance that many a times convinced me to put on a song and everything'll be okay. I realised that at this very moment, I'm afraid. Nothing is very certain after all. One wrong move or decision could indefinitely be the last.
Long bus rides.
Long bus rides.
Danj
made with glue
4:20 PM
made with glue
4:20 PM
Worthless.
I am this close to mouthing the 4 words that we'd all hate to hear.
I am this close to mouthing the 4 words that we'd all hate to hear.
Danj
made with glue
3:50 PM
made with glue
3:50 PM
It Hurts To Smile
Eating's a chore. Hot soup should have smoke.
Eating's a chore. Hot soup should have smoke.
Danj
made with glue
10:29 AM
made with glue
10:29 AM
Sleepless nights
To be actually doing a meme I'm either fkn bored or dead drunk.
1) At what age do you wish to marry?
Cool question.
2) Study hard or play hard?
Its obvious but what usually happens in the process is the latter.
3) Who is the person you trust the most?
Person? No one.
4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
Not as of now.
5) If you can have a dream, what would it be?
Earning big bucks while doing what I love, with who I love.
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
I don't believe in chance.
7) What is your goal for this year?
Get into college with 13 points max.
8) Do you believe in eternity love?
Difficult but possible.
9) Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Haha. Thats just stupid.
10) What feeling do you love the most?
During the high of a set. After a lift tackle.
11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
uhm. female. short thumb..
12) What feeling do you hate the most?
Baaacks..
13) Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Only those worth cherishing.
14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
The Blues.
15) Who do you hope to be always there for you?
"always" is overrated.
16) Do you believe in God?
Which God?
17) Who is your best friend?
Besties are for people like you kno who and you kno who who sleep together in class.
18) Who cares for you the most?
The one who cooks my meals.
To be actually doing a meme I'm either fkn bored or dead drunk.
1) At what age do you wish to marry?
Cool question.
2) Study hard or play hard?
Its obvious but what usually happens in the process is the latter.
3) Who is the person you trust the most?
Person? No one.
4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
Not as of now.
5) If you can have a dream, what would it be?
Earning big bucks while doing what I love, with who I love.
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
I don't believe in chance.
7) What is your goal for this year?
Get into college with 13 points max.
8) Do you believe in eternity love?
Difficult but possible.
9) Have you broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
Haha. Thats just stupid.
10) What feeling do you love the most?
During the high of a set. After a lift tackle.
11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
uhm. female. short thumb..
12) What feeling do you hate the most?
Baaacks..
13) Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Only those worth cherishing.
14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
The Blues.
15) Who do you hope to be always there for you?
"always" is overrated.
16) Do you believe in God?
Which God?
17) Who is your best friend?
Besties are for people like you kno who and you kno who who sleep together in class.
18) Who cares for you the most?
The one who cooks my meals.
Danj
made with glue
1:49 AM
made with glue
1:49 AM
Been A While Indeed
Hi. How are you? Im fine thanks. Not too much to report. Jammed, camped and Kung Fu Panda-ed (twice) in the past week. Thankfully Gid Rayle youth camp was a success and probably so was jamming.
Cheers to peeling skin and faint weariness of the mind to blog. And or think.
Pokemon ftw.
Hi. How are you? Im fine thanks. Not too much to report. Jammed, camped and Kung Fu Panda-ed (twice) in the past week. Thankfully Gid Rayle youth camp was a success and probably so was jamming.
Cheers to peeling skin and faint weariness of the mind to blog. And or think.
Pokemon ftw.
Danj
made with glue
10:57 PM
made with glue
10:57 PM
Just Fallen
You're sleeping. Why do you frown so much, whats on your mind?
You're sleeping. Why do you frown so much, whats on your mind?
Danj
made with glue
10:36 PM
made with glue
10:36 PM
Port Dickson ftw!
Danj
made with glue
9:12 PM
made with glue
9:12 PM
Polysics
Loose lips might sink ships, but not this one.
Its easier said than done. No matter how hard you try.
Loose lips might sink ships, but not this one.
Its easier said than done. No matter how hard you try.
Danj
made with glue
8:50 PM
made with glue
8:50 PM
Someone raised the price of dying to maximum vent again.
Time after time i've been let down, disappointed. Distraught. If its something you really love, it wouldn't be so hard.
Hope died. And someone's the murderer.
Time after time i've been let down, disappointed. Distraught. If its something you really love, it wouldn't be so hard.
Hope died. And someone's the murderer.
Danj
made with glue
2:01 PM
made with glue
2:01 PM
Nostalgia and Presents
Its been a long run. An endless losing struggle to keep up with change - The Only Constant.
When past met the present the difference screamed they wern't the same. One keeps you glad, the other doesn't make you sad. Your fingers, they bled a thousand words. And your stars, these eyes, they told the same.
One foot embeded in the convulsions of his brain, the other out the door. Pick a side he said.
The raindrops started to darken the pavement.
But no one tried stopped the rain. No one could. But now, the storm's over.
Actually,
When I was.
You wern't.
Its been a long run. An endless losing struggle to keep up with change - The Only Constant.
When past met the present the difference screamed they wern't the same. One keeps you glad, the other doesn't make you sad. Your fingers, they bled a thousand words. And your stars, these eyes, they told the same.
One foot embeded in the convulsions of his brain, the other out the door. Pick a side he said.
The raindrops started to darken the pavement.
But no one tried stopped the rain. No one could. But now, the storm's over.
Actually,
When I was.
You wern't.
Danj
made with glue
11:31 PM
made with glue
11:31 PM
I blame my cousin for introducing me to his world of retro rock and his 80s shiz. Its so thrashy its not good for the soul and the funk music I'm supposed to prepare for (both write and improvise) when Os scosh b'Josh regresses with his mates in July. (sax, bass and jazz keys) But no doubt I'm hooked alright. This is good stuff.
Danj
made with glue
12:12 AM
made with glue
12:12 AM
His heart was too heavy to hold
I had a friend who died for something he really loved.
I had a friend who stood for none of the above.
I had a friend whose experience was riddled with scars.
I had a friend who'd love to scare you, as was his affections.
And tremble you did, cause you weren't worthy of his friendship.
Ice tea, red wine and jamming do Not mix. Trust me. (jamming was freaky styley btw)
Forgetting the nasty concoction, At The Drive-In kicks ass. Not literally, but they sure sound like they would. They were The screamo. 90s style. \m/
I had a friend who died for something he really loved.
I had a friend who stood for none of the above.
I had a friend whose experience was riddled with scars.
I had a friend who'd love to scare you, as was his affections.
And tremble you did, cause you weren't worthy of his friendship.
Ice tea, red wine and jamming do Not mix. Trust me. (jamming was freaky styley btw)
Forgetting the nasty concoction, At The Drive-In kicks ass. Not literally, but they sure sound like they would. They were The screamo. 90s style. \m/
Danj
made with glue
10:00 PM
made with glue
10:00 PM
The thousandth apology don't mean a thing anymore.
Danj
made with glue
1:53 PM
made with glue
1:53 PM
Colleen's supposed to come over and watch Juno and August Rush, so I got up early expecting her.. But thanks to sleep once again, my morning plans are ruined. Barely managed to find a time when everyone's free to jam, and we're going in an hour. But right now Deej's making his specs, Seran just went home to get his stuff, Helios is playing lan (why am I not suprised) and Colleen is not answering her calls. Bffft.
Oh and me? I just read everyone of your blogs on my links. Yes, even your retardedly long posts, Jillyn. Entirely.
Oh and me? I just read everyone of your blogs on my links. Yes, even your retardedly long posts, Jillyn. Entirely.
Danj
made with glue
1:19 PM
made with glue
1:19 PM
Man can't stand as man alone in the bigness of the world, but out there, its one man for himself. The irony.
Danj
made with glue
1:50 AM
made with glue
1:50 AM
Coldplay - The Scientist
Freaky cool. We're doing this for acoustics btw.
Freaky cool. We're doing this for acoustics btw.
Danj
made with glue
1:03 AM
made with glue
1:03 AM
Jt's shoulder operation is tomorrow morning. Lets keep him in prayer.
Danj
made with glue
11:50 PM
made with glue
11:50 PM
turn it up now or you would just fluster the video later on
Heres Andy Mckee, his songs touch me. And Jillyn owes me a meal.
Jillyn says:
Say thank you and buy me a meal
HAHAH
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
thank you and buy me a meal
HAH now you owe me a meal. ;)
Heres Andy Mckee, his songs touch me. And Jillyn owes me a meal.
Jillyn says:
Say thank you and buy me a meal
HAHAH
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
thank you and buy me a meal
HAH now you owe me a meal. ;)
Danj
made with glue
10:27 PM
made with glue
10:27 PM
Scam or bargain
I got bottled Seasons iced tea for SD$1.30 today for what its worth.
I got bottled Seasons iced tea for SD$1.30 today for what its worth.
Danj
made with glue
11:13 PM
made with glue
11:13 PM
you will live alone with your chemicals and gin.
Danj
made with glue
11:53 PM
made with glue
11:53 PM
This I gotta post.
Josh. Well, he.. got drunk.
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
whats your name?
*
You have just sent a nudge.
*
(R)Josh says:
josh armedaus stevie mayer ray frusciante marshall hendrix
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
whats your girlfriend's name?
(R)Josh says:
tits mcgee
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
why have you not told me about her!
(R)Josh says:
paparazzi!
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
oh i see
so have you two slept together?
(R)Josh says:
yes
next
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
did you use a condom?
(R)Josh says:
XL
next
you in the back
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
what was it like?
(R)Josh says:
like riding across a rainbow on a unicorn
now, mr bond
taste my pain
pccboom (horny banana emoticon)
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
what was her name again?
(R)Josh says:
tits mcgee
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
mm..
(R)Josh says:
lololololol
now drink
drink
drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink
Josh. Well, he.. got drunk.
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
whats your name?
*
You have just sent a nudge.
*
(R)Josh says:
josh armedaus stevie mayer ray frusciante marshall hendrix
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
whats your girlfriend's name?
(R)Josh says:
tits mcgee
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
why have you not told me about her!
(R)Josh says:
paparazzi!
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
oh i see
so have you two slept together?
(R)Josh says:
yes
next
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
did you use a condom?
(R)Josh says:
XL
next
you in the back
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
what was it like?
(R)Josh says:
like riding across a rainbow on a unicorn
now, mr bond
taste my pain
pccboom (horny banana emoticon)
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
what was her name again?
(R)Josh says:
tits mcgee
(#)Danj: Freaky Styley says:
mm..
(R)Josh says:
lololololol
now drink
drink
drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink drink
Danj
made with glue
10:39 PM
made with glue
10:39 PM
It rests, it breaks.
Today was the kind'a day where you're skipping through your ipod in shuffle mode to find out how you really feel.
Apart from the disappointment I faced, (with, not in), and an absolute unnecessary waste of time and money, I felt that the time spent with another single fellow being you could relate to was indeed priceless. I felt the closeness in all the adversity, and I was happy.
Today was the kind'a day where you're skipping through your ipod in shuffle mode to find out how you really feel.
Apart from the disappointment I faced, (with, not in), and an absolute unnecessary waste of time and money, I felt that the time spent with another single fellow being you could relate to was indeed priceless. I felt the closeness in all the adversity, and I was happy.
Danj
made with glue
9:51 PM
made with glue
9:51 PM
Anyway the wind blows.
They say innocence is bliss. I hope it is.
They say innocence is bliss. I hope it is.
Danj
made with glue
10:38 PM
made with glue
10:38 PM
Its contagious. And it spreads like wildfire.
Danj
made with glue
12:44 AM
made with glue
12:44 AM
Contentment
All I wanted was sincere honest company, and that was what I got. Conviviality at its purest form, and I am more than grateful. Cheers to Yun, Elisha, Ken and Colleen, my love. To second chances, closing the door that I have successfully reopened. That some people that you least expected actually do look out for you. All the birthday wishes and, last but not least, all the friendly deeds.
I lay with her one afternoon, wrapped up against the cold, and it was the best hour of my life. I felt then that the adherence, and the little pits in human flesh, were all linked together for some great end right out of the net of words to catch. Not just my words, but anyone's. Then I lost it. Time came back. For always.
All I wanted was sincere honest company, and that was what I got. Conviviality at its purest form, and I am more than grateful. Cheers to Yun, Elisha, Ken and Colleen, my love. To second chances, closing the door that I have successfully reopened. That some people that you least expected actually do look out for you. All the birthday wishes and, last but not least, all the friendly deeds.
I lay with her one afternoon, wrapped up against the cold, and it was the best hour of my life. I felt then that the adherence, and the little pits in human flesh, were all linked together for some great end right out of the net of words to catch. Not just my words, but anyone's. Then I lost it. Time came back. For always.
Danj
made with glue
11:20 PM
made with glue
11:20 PM
The result of a constant request:
Indecision - the biggest waste of time.
Guess I don't show it, but right now I don't wanna feel a thing. The deathly shrills of silence has gotten me into a headlock.
Its ironic how senseless screams and growls can silence the perpetual screaming. Maybe its enthusiasm unnoticed or the numbing silence, cold to the touch.
Whatever it is, it's turned me into a self regarding, impatient little bastard, who derives pleasure from being in his own narcissistic little world, who just doesn't want to feel.
I guess I've been too dependent.
I guess the past and the future, don't hold the same responsibilities.
Indecision - the biggest waste of time.
Guess I don't show it, but right now I don't wanna feel a thing. The deathly shrills of silence has gotten me into a headlock.
Its ironic how senseless screams and growls can silence the perpetual screaming. Maybe its enthusiasm unnoticed or the numbing silence, cold to the touch.
Whatever it is, it's turned me into a self regarding, impatient little bastard, who derives pleasure from being in his own narcissistic little world, who just doesn't want to feel.
I guess I've been too dependent.
I guess the past and the future, don't hold the same responsibilities.
Danj
made with glue
2:19 AM
made with glue
2:19 AM
5 months and 1 (plus 2)
What is it like to spark off magic from your fingers? I bet its freakin awesome. But I'd never know. Not soon.
The beauty of a moment is that its fleeting.
:)
What is it like to spark off magic from your fingers? I bet its freakin awesome. But I'd never know. Not soon.
The beauty of a moment is that its fleeting.
:)
Danj
made with glue
12:37 PM
made with glue
12:37 PM
Right now, things seem so skin-deep, so technological, so matter-of-fact. Like theres nothing more to what it seems, with subtle nuances of an easy satisfaction. So superficial, so blinding, so binding, so deafening.
Danj
made with glue
4:23 PM
made with glue
4:23 PM
my girlfriend - the geek
Danj
made with glue
10:43 PM
made with glue
10:43 PM
The Acrid Truth
Twice only doubles the guilt.
Twice only doubles the fallacy.
I got nothing and I gave everything.
Things flying, fleeing, getting hurt. Hopes abolished, and their effort unnoticed. Honour, glory, traditions of the service - they're all bull.
Twice only doubles the guilt.
Twice only doubles the fallacy.
I got nothing and I gave everything.
Things flying, fleeing, getting hurt. Hopes abolished, and their effort unnoticed. Honour, glory, traditions of the service - they're all bull.
Danj
made with glue
7:15 PM
made with glue
7:15 PM
We're chasing heaven as it fades into black.
Can't get it back,
No, we can't get it back..
Can't get it back,
No, we can't get it back..
Danj
made with glue
8:21 PM
made with glue
8:21 PM
God-Boys
Has anyone ever looked at you in the eyeballs, staring into the back of your head, made a commitment and meant it? Every phonetic entity mouthed a double edged truth to sustain a double edged promise. All the words spoke of death and glory. And his eyes told the same. Isn't this the moment we have all been waiting for? Take heart now. This is it, do you feel it?
Has anyone ever looked at you in the eyeballs, staring into the back of your head, made a commitment and meant it? Every phonetic entity mouthed a double edged truth to sustain a double edged promise. All the words spoke of death and glory. And his eyes told the same. Isn't this the moment we have all been waiting for? Take heart now. This is it, do you feel it?
Danj
made with glue
9:26 PM
made with glue
9:26 PM
don't ask.
Danj
made with glue
11:09 PM
made with glue
11:09 PM
PLASTIC
When a star is being pushed to its limits, it looks for the easiest way out.
the silence is deadly
When a star is being pushed to its limits, it looks for the easiest way out.
the silence is deadly
Danj
made with glue
12:08 AM
made with glue
12:08 AM
If what we call love doesn't take us beyond ourselves, it is not really love. If we have the idea that it is chracterised as cautious, wise, sensable, shrewd and never taken to extremes, we have missed the true meaning. This may describe affection and it might bring a warm feeling, but it is not a true and accurate description of love.
-someone i know
Danj
made with glue
12:02 AM
made with glue
12:02 AM
Minacious Marked Monday.
Today - Unsatisfactory.
Today - Unsatisfactory.
Danj
made with glue
8:05 PM
made with glue
8:05 PM
Amatuer Takes Control
[Music plays..]
Colleen: I didn't know explosions in the sky was in town!
[Music plays..]
Colleen: I didn't know explosions in the sky was in town!
Danj
made with glue
11:12 PM
made with glue
11:12 PM
Day before the eve of something that might have been special
What do I feel like doing now? Pick up my sticks and hit metal and plastic to a groovy sensual rhythm, or simply pumping the bass while grindin' the ride for a climatic experience - the usual. Haven't touched a drumset in an eternity and a day now, its just like an orgasm waiting to explode.
Helios is learning the bass, which is making it a closer reality.
The into of Die Alone by Withered Tree is one of those intros you do not mind rewinding and listen to on repeat. But I do think their title is a bit cliched. Fyi, their drummer is sick. Btw, my elbow(s) are bailing on me. Oh, 30th March ftw!
lol (lots of love) <--- keith.
What do I feel like doing now? Pick up my sticks and hit metal and plastic to a groovy sensual rhythm, or simply pumping the bass while grindin' the ride for a climatic experience - the usual. Haven't touched a drumset in an eternity and a day now, its just like an orgasm waiting to explode.
Helios is learning the bass, which is making it a closer reality.
The into of Die Alone by Withered Tree is one of those intros you do not mind rewinding and listen to on repeat. But I do think their title is a bit cliched. Fyi, their drummer is sick. Btw, my elbow(s) are bailing on me. Oh, 30th March ftw!
lol (lots of love) <--- keith.
Danj
made with glue
12:12 AM
made with glue
12:12 AM
I believe this is the start of something painful
The day didn't quite end off with a bang. So when one of the staff from them insurance/bank agencies approached me for the second time, I replied, "Yeah, I'm in the army." Naturally, she started explaining something about a saving's account to me.
(Students can't open a savings account apparently. The first time they asked if I was in the army and for some of my time, I said I was still studying. So to all reading this, guys with shaved heads are not necessarily in the army. Don't be fooled!)
It was just harmless fun, I thought. A friendly chat and a nice game of pretend might just cheer me up. SO, I was Samuel, 18, in the army and playing rugby for SAFSA for that half hour. As I was drifting in and out, I was wondering how the hell she didn't notice I was in school pants, carrying books around, and other give away factors like such. After about 30 mins or so I got bored and said I had to be home for dinner. I should be expecting a call this weekend. One which I am not going to answer.
Thank god the road show ends this Sunday.
The day didn't quite end off with a bang. So when one of the staff from them insurance/bank agencies approached me for the second time, I replied, "Yeah, I'm in the army." Naturally, she started explaining something about a saving's account to me.
(Students can't open a savings account apparently. The first time they asked if I was in the army and for some of my time, I said I was still studying. So to all reading this, guys with shaved heads are not necessarily in the army. Don't be fooled!)
It was just harmless fun, I thought. A friendly chat and a nice game of pretend might just cheer me up. SO, I was Samuel, 18, in the army and playing rugby for SAFSA for that half hour. As I was drifting in and out, I was wondering how the hell she didn't notice I was in school pants, carrying books around, and other give away factors like such. After about 30 mins or so I got bored and said I had to be home for dinner. I should be expecting a call this weekend. One which I am not going to answer.
Thank god the road show ends this Sunday.
Danj
made with glue
9:11 PM
made with glue
9:11 PM
Pressure
Hockey's done it. It only builds.
Hockey's done it. It only builds.
Danj
made with glue
6:10 PM
made with glue
6:10 PM
Shampions?
The game would be decided by the first team that cracks.
Guess whose team that was?
See you on the field, bro. You better be hanging in there.
The game would be decided by the first team that cracks.
Guess whose team that was?
See you on the field, bro. You better be hanging in there.
Danj
made with glue
9:09 PM
made with glue
9:09 PM
Red like Lobster
You appear like raindrops, and leave like you sink through the streets you fall on.
Its that time of the year again when I hear things that remind me how human Jesus was. He was a real person whether or not you believe in the spiritual side of him (I do), was probably really cool to hang out and talk to as well. At least from what I've heard and read.
I had an honest great time today.
You appear like raindrops, and leave like you sink through the streets you fall on.
Its that time of the year again when I hear things that remind me how human Jesus was. He was a real person whether or not you believe in the spiritual side of him (I do), was probably really cool to hang out and talk to as well. At least from what I've heard and read.
I had an honest great time today.
Danj
made with glue
7:10 PM
made with glue
7:10 PM
Stars.
So overwhelming. One touch is all it takes before intense takes control. It flows, with a radiant glow, from your fingertips down to your toes. You succumb to its warmth and amore. It rejuvinates your soul.
You want it to last, just like the droplets of vapour on the other side of the glass. Like dew on grass in the morning. You think, maybe someone came with a pin and poked holes into the nothingness, so we could see heaven. You thank him for that. You think harder, and think it through, for something more to say, but the words don't come out right.
For love, is more than just good company. Appreciate it. Embrace it.
As I left for church this morning, I saw an eagle soaring above me. He looked like he was looking for breakfast or lunch, or whatever eagles eat in the morning. Anyway, he kept flying directly overhead, so I squinted my eyes and pretended I was holding a kite string that led all the way up to him. I got to fly that eagle for about six minutes, and headed for church, guilelessly satisfied.
So overwhelming. One touch is all it takes before intense takes control. It flows, with a radiant glow, from your fingertips down to your toes. You succumb to its warmth and amore. It rejuvinates your soul.
You want it to last, just like the droplets of vapour on the other side of the glass. Like dew on grass in the morning. You think, maybe someone came with a pin and poked holes into the nothingness, so we could see heaven. You thank him for that. You think harder, and think it through, for something more to say, but the words don't come out right.
For love, is more than just good company. Appreciate it. Embrace it.
As I left for church this morning, I saw an eagle soaring above me. He looked like he was looking for breakfast or lunch, or whatever eagles eat in the morning. Anyway, he kept flying directly overhead, so I squinted my eyes and pretended I was holding a kite string that led all the way up to him. I got to fly that eagle for about six minutes, and headed for church, guilelessly satisfied.
Danj
made with glue
12:40 AM
made with glue
12:40 AM
you're welcome. take it. take it all. every last penny. fuck ya'll.
Danj
made with glue
12:33 AM
made with glue
12:33 AM
Take flight on the wind of wishing you were here
Fading light, like a star whose life has been gone for years.
80 pointer against greenridge. Oh how I am looking forward to monday. I can feel it in my bones.
Cheer up hun, merit ain't bad! :)
Fading light, like a star whose life has been gone for years.
80 pointer against greenridge. Oh how I am looking forward to monday. I can feel it in my bones.
Cheer up hun, merit ain't bad! :)
Danj
made with glue
7:30 PM
made with glue
7:30 PM
Speak my mind.
championship. school. rugby. friends. O Levels. homework. girlfriend. drums. mother. grades. cash. music. father's health. time. education. rest. tomorrow.
championship. school. rugby. friends. O Levels. homework. girlfriend. drums. mother. grades. cash. music. father's health. time. education. rest. tomorrow.
Danj
made with glue
12:39 AM
made with glue
12:39 AM
Quickest way to a man's heart
Colleen's muffins really changed my sterotypical impressions of food cooked in home econ classes in St Andrew's School (and maybe some other schools for that matter) - something must have gone wrong, somewhere.
Haha. Thank you babe, don't stop all right!
Colleen's muffins really changed my sterotypical impressions of food cooked in home econ classes in St Andrew's School (and maybe some other schools for that matter) - something must have gone wrong, somewhere.
Haha. Thank you babe, don't stop all right!
Danj
made with glue
12:31 AM
made with glue
12:31 AM
I wonder how many people notice when stars burn out
The day started off like any other school day, same people, same faces, except I realised that something was missing.
During class, I felt a perpetual tugging inside, a certain black that was draning me slowly. like an empty star. Cruel, I thought it was, there wasn't much of me left. Something was missing.
Looking at the empty seats around, I thought, why couldn't you fill up one of them? Wasn't possible. Nope, not here.
Not now.
When you give me your crazy eyes it makes me wonder what you're thinking. Caught me off guard. Good one.
When you laugh, I can't help but feel happy for you at the same time crossing every finger I own, hoping that you're genuinely happy.
I MISS YOU LIKE FUCK!
I.. I can't go on.
it only hurts more.
Or won't.
The day started off like any other school day, same people, same faces, except I realised that something was missing.
During class, I felt a perpetual tugging inside, a certain black that was draning me slowly. like an empty star. Cruel, I thought it was, there wasn't much of me left. Something was missing.
Looking at the empty seats around, I thought, why couldn't you fill up one of them? Wasn't possible. Nope, not here.
Not now.
When you give me your crazy eyes it makes me wonder what you're thinking. Caught me off guard. Good one.
When you laugh, I can't help but feel happy for you at the same time crossing every finger I own, hoping that you're genuinely happy.
I MISS YOU LIKE FUCK!
I.. I can't go on.
it only hurts more.
Or won't.
Danj
made with glue
12:18 AM
made with glue
12:18 AM
Can you see?
When the stars burn out, button up during the cold.
Don't you get it? prove me wrong dammit!
When the stars burn out, button up during the cold.
Don't you get it? prove me wrong dammit!
Danj
made with glue
11:28 PM
made with glue
11:28 PM
Take hold of the wheel.
What is this to you?
It burns to have doubts about the two people that mean the world to you. I don't have much to say, I am and have been too tired. Just take hold of the wheel, my wheel. Please keep showing me in different ways how much me and the things that I do really mean to you. Otherwise I might just be too tired to carry on.
Having doubts,
isn't the only thing that burns.
Perhaps we're not that far off after all.
What is this to you?
It burns to have doubts about the two people that mean the world to you. I don't have much to say, I am and have been too tired. Just take hold of the wheel, my wheel. Please keep showing me in different ways how much me and the things that I do really mean to you. Otherwise I might just be too tired to carry on.
Having doubts,
isn't the only thing that burns.
Perhaps we're not that far off after all.
Danj
made with glue
1:19 AM
made with glue
1:19 AM
Count the stars, I can't even start. Maybe it was the numbing silence, cold to the touch. Maybe the night's still young..
I can't do it on my own. I want you right here right now.
I can't do it on my own. I want you right here right now.
Danj
made with glue
7:48 AM
made with glue
7:48 AM
I close my eyes. your smile engulfs me.
Single word replies don't really work out, do they.
I can't drum even when it counts and it frustrates me. I watch Benny Grebb go and I think wtf I'm going to be better than him, but NO I can't drum. Sometimes I just wish she would just go and get it over with. Its killing me slowly. JUST GO GO GO GO JUST GO.
Its like a wordplay of emotions, I can't tell from black or white, or orange from dark blue. Can't decide either. Can't tell..
So much for school holidays.
Your smile fades in the black.
Single word replies don't really work out, do they.
I can't drum even when it counts and it frustrates me. I watch Benny Grebb go and I think wtf I'm going to be better than him, but NO I can't drum. Sometimes I just wish she would just go and get it over with. Its killing me slowly. JUST GO GO GO GO JUST GO.
Its like a wordplay of emotions, I can't tell from black or white, or orange from dark blue. Can't decide either. Can't tell..
So much for school holidays.
Your smile fades in the black.
Danj
made with glue
10:47 PM
made with glue
10:47 PM
There's a brilliant sky above,
and a jealous moon in love
This cold is making me feel more than nippy. What do I have to do to get the old you back?
and a jealous moon in love
This cold is making me feel more than nippy. What do I have to do to get the old you back?
Danj
made with glue
11:24 PM
made with glue
11:24 PM
Broken down in bars and bathrooms
By keeping away from feelings, you dont make yourself stronger. Only weaker. By pushing away friends who care, you not only hurt yourself. You hurt us too.
Behind the facade of plastic smiles that hide his denouements is a boy who merely wants to love and be loved. Is a boy searching in all the wrong places. Why can't it be so easy?
Acceptance. Or the lack thereof. It burns deep. When the one you care about the most can't return the grace signed and sealed the way you want it.
It engulfs you.
IT KILLS ME INSIDE.
I worry.
By keeping away from feelings, you dont make yourself stronger. Only weaker. By pushing away friends who care, you not only hurt yourself. You hurt us too.
Behind the facade of plastic smiles that hide his denouements is a boy who merely wants to love and be loved. Is a boy searching in all the wrong places. Why can't it be so easy?
Acceptance. Or the lack thereof. It burns deep. When the one you care about the most can't return the grace signed and sealed the way you want it.
It engulfs you.
IT KILLS ME INSIDE.
I worry.
Danj
made with glue
8:51 PM
made with glue
8:51 PM
Angel & Mortal
What should I do. Any ideas?
What should I do. Any ideas?
Danj
made with glue
10:36 PM
made with glue
10:36 PM
Oneself does not exist as one alone in this world. How do you help someone to help himself?
Danj
made with glue
12:31 AM
made with glue
12:31 AM
Insecurites
Life can be a whore sometimes. There are days when you wake up, bursting with energy, knowing that you'll totally smash any impediment that comes your way, but sometimes, you just want to sleep in.
But, NO. There's school. You get periods lined up with fat teachers that take two thirds of an hour explaning everything but the topic we're supposed to cover and ones with thick makeup that threatens to report the class and our doings by taking photos with her camera phone, and then WHAM! This foxy young relief teacher comes into class and hands out a test, and everyone inevitably quietens down and actually finishes it. Okay, that was highly coloured. And besides the point.
My apologies if I'd hurt anyone in my rampage on the field in one way or another. I was just keeping up to a promise I made. No worries, there'll be more to come.
Cheerios.
Life can be a whore sometimes. There are days when you wake up, bursting with energy, knowing that you'll totally smash any impediment that comes your way, but sometimes, you just want to sleep in.
But, NO. There's school. You get periods lined up with fat teachers that take two thirds of an hour explaning everything but the topic we're supposed to cover and ones with thick makeup that threatens to report the class and our doings by taking photos with her camera phone, and then WHAM! This foxy young relief teacher comes into class and hands out a test, and everyone inevitably quietens down and actually finishes it. Okay, that was highly coloured. And besides the point.
My apologies if I'd hurt anyone in my rampage on the field in one way or another. I was just keeping up to a promise I made. No worries, there'll be more to come.
Cheerios.
Danj
made with glue
10:26 PM
made with glue
10:26 PM
Its right there for the banging.
She's crying out
She's crying out
Danj
made with glue
4:08 PM
made with glue
4:08 PM
This is your life, are you who you want to be?
Are you? Some of us are. I definately am not.
Hold fast to your dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly. The greatest achievements were at first and for a time dreams.
I finally realise the reason for my neighbour's complians. Before, I thought why the hell couldn't they compromise since their kid played the piano. But the fact that their old, bedridden mother lives with them just came to my notice. She's in a stroke so she needs to be resting 24/7 and by resting she means peace and quiet throughout. Theres no compromise in that.
Can't help but think whats willing an old lady on the verge of death to carry on living. Where is she deriving her strength from? She's half alive. Would she be better off dead? She would no longer have to live in agony. Or was she already numb from all her calamities?
I'm only human.
Not being able to find the time to drum burns,
having my dreams hindered causes hemorrhage, and rapid uncoordinated twitching movements of the heart that causes a lack of pulse and circulation inducing a slow, arduous death.
The oak sleeps in the acorn.
Are you? Some of us are. I definately am not.
Hold fast to your dreams, for if dreams die, life is a broken winged bird that cannot fly. The greatest achievements were at first and for a time dreams.
I finally realise the reason for my neighbour's complians. Before, I thought why the hell couldn't they compromise since their kid played the piano. But the fact that their old, bedridden mother lives with them just came to my notice. She's in a stroke so she needs to be resting 24/7 and by resting she means peace and quiet throughout. Theres no compromise in that.
Can't help but think whats willing an old lady on the verge of death to carry on living. Where is she deriving her strength from? She's half alive. Would she be better off dead? She would no longer have to live in agony. Or was she already numb from all her calamities?
I'm only human.
Not being able to find the time to drum burns,
having my dreams hindered causes hemorrhage, and rapid uncoordinated twitching movements of the heart that causes a lack of pulse and circulation inducing a slow, arduous death.
The oak sleeps in the acorn.
Danj
made with glue
7:01 PM
made with glue
7:01 PM
What's always (in the way)?
You don't always have to read your bible and pray everyday to grow, grow, grow.
You don't always have to read your bible and pray everyday to grow, grow, grow.
Danj
made with glue
10:15 PM
made with glue
10:15 PM
Shelby
Why do electronic metronomes cost so much?
I need to get on the drum throne now and play a funk groove, learn my five/fours and seven/eights. But NO, I can't. Not now. Wood between fingers is as far as it'd go.
This potential energy is dangerous.
Why do electronic metronomes cost so much?
I need to get on the drum throne now and play a funk groove, learn my five/fours and seven/eights. But NO, I can't. Not now. Wood between fingers is as far as it'd go.
This potential energy is dangerous.
Danj
made with glue
9:59 PM
made with glue
9:59 PM
Sonofagun
walkage = achage
walkage = achage
I want to do something huge now like make a big sound or a gut busting tackle, not sit around and copy stupid endless notes. Whadda lazy Sunday. (would have been)
Cheers to pre-suprises, suprises and post-surprises. and snooze buttons. and fuzzy hoodies.
Danj
made with glue
8:50 PM
made with glue
8:50 PM
Blog spammage is stupid and doesn't deserve a response. Period.
Danj
made with glue
9:57 PM
made with glue
9:57 PM
The Organic Anti-Beat Box Machine
Colleen was a dear and came to visit with Redoxon and a bunch of other homemade goodies. The fever's subsided and I'm feeling much better now.
Dj is back in business.
Colleen was a dear and came to visit with Redoxon and a bunch of other homemade goodies. The fever's subsided and I'm feeling much better now.
Dj is back in business.
Danj
made with glue
7:35 PM
made with glue
7:35 PM
my eye balls are bursting out of its sockets, my body can't decide if its hot or cold, i can't eat, can't sleep, i've lost weight, i'm sore all over, my common test is next week, i'm probabaly gonna miss my opening game. i need some fucken closure.
Danj
made with glue
9:39 PM
made with glue
9:39 PM
And this is my mixed tape for her
It's like I wrote every note with my own fingers
A night ago I would've been right to say I had the hottest ass around.
Cheers to a fucked up new year spending the whole of the second day with a viral fever, strong enough to hold nothing but Scar Tissue up to my face and barely being able to read it.
It's like I wrote every note with my own fingers
A night ago I would've been right to say I had the hottest ass around.
Cheers to a fucked up new year spending the whole of the second day with a viral fever, strong enough to hold nothing but Scar Tissue up to my face and barely being able to read it.
Danj
made with glue
7:33 PM
made with glue
7:33 PM
There was a hallucination of a mob of screaming people vomiting voraciously, violent fist fights and a child caught in between.
Danj
made with glue
10:52 PM
made with glue
10:52 PM
Talks of tomorrow
Sunday was the best and the saddest.
We met up with Fredrich and lanned for a bit. Fooze-ed and perpetually got distracted by god knows what.
After what seemed like 3 minutes, the rest agreed they haven't gotten enough of Winter Mauling so they went, while we reminisced over a sub.
The first song we jammed.. (American Idiot.) When I won my first grand.. Coconut tree bubble bath.. ...(That was damn gay, come to think of it. But we were just kids.)
We talked of our plans when he would be coming back for good, and that included apartment rental, which meant free jammage, and a controlled consumption of booze. (if that exists)
After hanging out for a bit, we spotted a studio and dragged Dj over, where we rocked out hard. Chilies style.
"When I come back the next time you'll see I'll be 10 times better than my standards now."
We've known each other much earlier than when Anthony met Flea. Well, if this keeps up, I'll be anticipating something phenomenal.
Cheers to Scar Tissue making people wanna smoke pot and then having the Central Narcotics Bureau coming over to your school and telling you the dire consequences of drug abuse.
Sunday was the best and the saddest.
We met up with Fredrich and lanned for a bit. Fooze-ed and perpetually got distracted by god knows what.
After what seemed like 3 minutes, the rest agreed they haven't gotten enough of Winter Mauling so they went, while we reminisced over a sub.
The first song we jammed.. (American Idiot.) When I won my first grand.. Coconut tree bubble bath.. ...(That was damn gay, come to think of it. But we were just kids.)
We talked of our plans when he would be coming back for good, and that included apartment rental, which meant free jammage, and a controlled consumption of booze. (if that exists)
After hanging out for a bit, we spotted a studio and dragged Dj over, where we rocked out hard. Chilies style.
"When I come back the next time you'll see I'll be 10 times better than my standards now."
We've known each other much earlier than when Anthony met Flea. Well, if this keeps up, I'll be anticipating something phenomenal.
Cheers to Scar Tissue making people wanna smoke pot and then having the Central Narcotics Bureau coming over to your school and telling you the dire consequences of drug abuse.
Danj
made with glue
10:18 PM
made with glue
10:18 PM
Moment's
"I can't remember the last time I slept under these covers."
"I can't remember the last time I slept under these covers."
Colleen got me "The Everglow" and "Singularity" for 2nd month. She's so sweet, she tried to surprise me but, guess it slipped. Haha. Nonetheless, thank you very much. Ah, she fell asleep on the line. Long day she's had.
She's the Everglow.
Danj
made with glue
1:25 AM
made with glue
1:25 AM
I'd give if you'll take it
We are formed and molded by our thoughts. Those whose minds are shaped by selfless thoughts radiate a sense of respect when they speak or act of it. It follows them like a shadow that never leaves.
Having to carry the guilt of watching someone taking the fall for you is unbearably intolerable. Even if he says he did it on his own accord. My sincere apologies again, if only you'd accept.
And thank you.
We are formed and molded by our thoughts. Those whose minds are shaped by selfless thoughts radiate a sense of respect when they speak or act of it. It follows them like a shadow that never leaves.
Having to carry the guilt of watching someone taking the fall for you is unbearably intolerable. Even if he says he did it on his own accord. My sincere apologies again, if only you'd accept.
And thank you.
Danj
made with glue
12:21 AM
made with glue
12:21 AM
Day Late
I hate illusions and the way they seem to fit so perfectly over everything else - Like the first flakes of snow welcoming winter in its changing leaves. Blanketing reality with infinite purity. It takes you out on a ride, and ignites your senses.
You succumb in indulgence.
I hate illusions and the way they seem to fit so perfectly over everything else - Like the first flakes of snow welcoming winter in its changing leaves. Blanketing reality with infinite purity. It takes you out on a ride, and ignites your senses.
You succumb in indulgence.
Danj
made with glue
12:12 AM
made with glue
12:12 AM
Recently i have found that life is much more complex, oddly enough i have discovered this complexity in the simplicity of monotony. Its when our lives settle into a groove when you find out what is most important.
Danj
made with glue
6:58 AM
made with glue
6:58 AM
I meant to post yesterday or today, but fortunately I've been able to have enough fun things to do, like math, and chinese essays, and being preoccupied thinking about people and the decisions they make, that I haven't been able to spend any extra time on the world wide web of lies.
Ta.
Ta.
Danj
made with glue
6:58 PM
made with glue
6:58 PM
mae mae mae mae maybe..
I need you here, tonight
Just like this night
Needs the rain
"why is the sky blue? why do cows moo?"
she's tired.
"all your fault i started rhyming."
I need you here, tonight
Just like this night
Needs the rain
"why is the sky blue? why do cows moo?"
she's tired.
"all your fault i started rhyming."
Danj
made with glue
1:44 AM
made with glue
1:44 AM
Guess whos back
Tour was okay, I guess. Accomplished what we set out for - the team is alot closer now.
17th Jan - sain selangor (25-17)
We beat the state champions in I think my best game so far. But still not convincing enough.
19th Jan - Royal Military College (12-15)
A 3 point difference game. (i've always hated losing by a close score ever since the c division semis against ri) Our opponents were bigger and so were our hits. We nailed them each time when they were on their 12-phase run.
We went down swinging.
Cheers to seeing all the suprised faces. (no spoilers please)
Tour was okay, I guess. Accomplished what we set out for - the team is alot closer now.
17th Jan - sain selangor (25-17)
We beat the state champions in I think my best game so far. But still not convincing enough.
19th Jan - Royal Military College (12-15)
A 3 point difference game. (i've always hated losing by a close score ever since the c division semis against ri) Our opponents were bigger and so were our hits. We nailed them each time when they were on their 12-phase run.
We went down swinging.
Cheers to seeing all the suprised faces. (no spoilers please)
Danj
made with glue
11:25 AM
made with glue
11:25 AM
Don't leave me high.
Don't leave me dry.
Today The man woke up a little late (at 7), left the house at 7.20 and managed to reach school before the bell rang. (i have no idea how i pulled that off) But unfortunately, the day didn't end off as awesomely as it started.
I've developed a new kind of phobia. (more like the relapse of an old one) Its the abruptleaveationophobia. I don't think I'd have the balls to stare down the throat of another one of those again. It's ineffable. Sucks as hell isn't even close. In every possible way.
I do not get goodbyes. What is so good about saying "bye"? It should be more like bad (thisissofreakinsadwhenthehellamievergonnaseeyouagain) bye. Good lord, I should stop lamenting and start packing.
I'll be leaving for a rugby tour to K.L from tomorrow to Sunday. Catch ya'll when I get back.
Don't leave me dry.
The Chinese classroom is a time warp zone where everything moves in slow-motion upon entrance. The teacher emits sleeping gas as she speaks, and if you look hard enough, you might even spot floating sandcastles.
Today The man woke up a little late (at 7), left the house at 7.20 and managed to reach school before the bell rang. (i have no idea how i pulled that off) But unfortunately, the day didn't end off as awesomely as it started.
I've developed a new kind of phobia. (more like the relapse of an old one) Its the abruptleaveationophobia. I don't think I'd have the balls to stare down the throat of another one of those again. It's ineffable. Sucks as hell isn't even close. In every possible way.
I do not get goodbyes. What is so good about saying "bye"? It should be more like bad (thisissofreakinsadwhenthehellamievergonnaseeyouagain) bye. Good lord, I should stop lamenting and start packing.
I'll be leaving for a rugby tour to K.L from tomorrow to Sunday. Catch ya'll when I get back.
Danj
made with glue
9:25 PM
made with glue
9:25 PM
Dejavu
Mae - We're so far away
Remembering, everything
About my world and when you came
Wondering, the change you’d bring
Means nothing else would be the same
Did you know, what you were doing
Did you know? Did you know
How you would move me, well
I don’t really think so
But the night came down
And swept us away
And the stars, they seemed
To paint the most
Elaborate scene, today
How could we know, that song, this show
We learned so much about ourselves
From Toledo, to Tokyo
The words were scribed on every page
And now there’s books up on our shelves
Did you know, how you would move us
Did you know, When the lights
First came upon us, and we
Saw the everglow
And the moments magic swept us away
And the young mans dream
Was almost seen so plain
When was the night
That showed us the sign
Revealed in the sky
To leave all behind
But where to begin
Throw the caution, to the wind
We’ll reach for the stars
Everything is now ours
Did you know, how you would move me
Did you know? Did you know
How you would move me well
I don’t even think so
But the moments magic swept us away
And it’s so close
But we’re so far away
Danj
made with glue
8:43 PM
made with glue
8:43 PM
The unexamined life is not worth living.
First things first - study, train, practice. This should be the default order of the prolepsis of my life right now, (a championship title holder, a degree holder, a professional drummer) but i'm afraid it is not in that order right now.
It'll be pure hard work for at least for the next 4 months (minimal) or so.
Cheers to self nipple flickage.
First things first - study, train, practice. This should be the default order of the prolepsis of my life right now, (a championship title holder, a degree holder, a professional drummer) but i'm afraid it is not in that order right now.
It'll be pure hard work for at least for the next 4 months (minimal) or so.
Cheers to self nipple flickage.
Danj
made with glue
9:45 PM
made with glue
9:45 PM
Steme guy
No idea why I suddenly thought about that haha. Hopefully your first choir session this year won't be too bad babe. :)
Okay, toodles. I've got some banging to do. (with my bronze 10 incher..)
What were you guys thinking?
Cheers to overdue holiday homework.
No idea why I suddenly thought about that haha. Hopefully your first choir session this year won't be too bad babe. :)
Okay, toodles. I've got some banging to do. (with my bronze 10 incher..)
What were you guys thinking?
Cheers to overdue holiday homework.
Danj
made with glue
5:39 PM
made with glue
5:39 PM
I need more than just pointless verbiage.
Anyways, I hope you are all having a great new year, I have already broken 2 of the 6 resolutions that i made, (kinda) and it is not even a week into the new year. (Dammit, I just weighed myself, I'm 65kg and abit. This makes it 3/6) This sucks, I guess not all resolutions are easy to fulfill after all.
Left my iPod in Colleen's bag, and I'm feeling very restless. The flesh under my skin is starting to decay, and the pH level of my blood is gradually decreasing, slowly eating me from the inside out. Definitely not a pretty sight.
Josh came over and we free jammed for a bit. Things are sounding much better with my new bronze 10 incher. It's really bright and trashy, it cuts through music with ease.
Cheers to all unfinished homework, and depressing realizations that one single new day on a calendar can not change you as a person as much as you would like it to, with a cherry on top.
Anyways, I hope you are all having a great new year, I have already broken 2 of the 6 resolutions that i made, (kinda) and it is not even a week into the new year. (Dammit, I just weighed myself, I'm 65kg and abit. This makes it 3/6) This sucks, I guess not all resolutions are easy to fulfill after all.
Left my iPod in Colleen's bag, and I'm feeling very restless. The flesh under my skin is starting to decay, and the pH level of my blood is gradually decreasing, slowly eating me from the inside out. Definitely not a pretty sight.
Josh came over and we free jammed for a bit. Things are sounding much better with my new bronze 10 incher. It's really bright and trashy, it cuts through music with ease.
Cheers to all unfinished homework, and depressing realizations that one single new day on a calendar can not change you as a person as much as you would like it to, with a cherry on top.
Danj
made with glue
10:44 PM
made with glue
10:44 PM
Pandemonium
Yes, my class got Dr Diego AGAIN. After 2 months of holiday, he's still the teacher.. That doesn't believe that my name's Daniel Joshua. (because i didn't respond the first time he called me)
[During morning assembly attendance taking, it went something like..]
Dr Diego: Brendan.. ... Wilson.. ... Daniel Joshua..
Me [jokingly] : Sir, I thought you said I'm not Daniel Joshua?
Dr Diego: Then who is he?
Wilson: Oh, his name starts with a H. H,E,L..
Dr Diego: No, he's not Helios. I know who Helios is. You're not Daniel Joshua, so he's absent.
[I showed him my ezlink card]
Dr Diego: Why do you have his thing?
On a brighter note, I finally got my splash. Thanks be to Josh. He partially paid for it. "For the good of music!" he says. Its a Bronze 10 incher. (that came out wrong there) Its a Paiste PST 5 as you can see. I love Paiste cymbals.
This only shows the state of guilt I am in right now.
Cheers to messy rooms!
Yes, my class got Dr Diego AGAIN. After 2 months of holiday, he's still the teacher.. That doesn't believe that my name's Daniel Joshua. (because i didn't respond the first time he called me)
[During morning assembly attendance taking, it went something like..]
Dr Diego: Brendan.. ... Wilson.. ... Daniel Joshua..
Me [jokingly] : Sir, I thought you said I'm not Daniel Joshua?
Dr Diego: Then who is he?
Wilson: Oh, his name starts with a H. H,E,L..
Dr Diego: No, he's not Helios. I know who Helios is. You're not Daniel Joshua, so he's absent.
[I showed him my ezlink card]
Dr Diego: Why do you have his thing?
On a brighter note, I finally got my splash. Thanks be to Josh. He partially paid for it. "For the good of music!" he says. Its a Bronze 10 incher. (that came out wrong there) Its a Paiste PST 5 as you can see. I love Paiste cymbals.
This only shows the state of guilt I am in right now.
Cheers to messy rooms!
Danj
made with glue
1:03 AM
made with glue
1:03 AM
New Year's Rezzo Dazzos
- thou shall be tidy
- my floor shall see light again!
- thou will be a better drummer
- able to freejam jazz.
- precise timing
- finish book 2 and move on to book 3 (that Jimmy is still writing)
- limb independancy? :)
- thou shall have an increase in mass (muscles not fats)
- be at least 70kg
- thy ribs shall not be seen
- thou shall continue thy miraculous math passing streak
- math failures no more!
- thou shall study harder and play less (yeah right)
- get under 10 points for 'O's
Danj
made with glue
1:34 AM
made with glue
1:34 AM
The V.I.Ps, not r.i.ps
As this year is coming to a close, I thought I'd show my gratitude to those that walked my 07' with me, through thick and thin.
07' was pretty much an exhilarating year for me, minus the dispiriting moments. Exhilarating yet arduous somehow. Yes, this post is (yet again) Ryan-inspired. You'll see why in a moment.
Helios, Big Keef and Wilson
Come on, school without you guys would be a bleepin bore! Does "fire extinguisher" ring a bell? I bet g-string does too huh. (I can totally feel it coming)
During one of Mrs Dee's English lessons in P4, Helios and I forgot to bring our english textbooks and were shitting bricks at the back of class. Frack'n hilarious.
Keef, I'm sorry about Steph.
Ryan
My mother thinks he's a damn nice boy. :)
He gives math tuition for sweets. He inspires me.. with crazy ideas. He is a whole a lot of pain and stupidity.. And just pure randomness. "Hey Dj! I bet you can't squat while skating very fast.." "..and let's make a chu-chu train!" (that resulted in a scar on my right knee) " "What's your underwear size?" Your "i <3 my boyfriend" tee.
You have been a friend.
Daniel Lim
Although this was in 06', knowing that you were chasing down the other side of the scrum was pretty assuring.
That was the most enjoyable season I had.
Most of the time you're in Taiwan now, but I'm glad we have not lost contact. Hope you're able to get your Blink cd. ;)
Josh
Cute Chubby walking teddy - crazy awesome better than hendrixslashmayer put together with hippie like hair guitarist. Its been awesome sharing common dreams and goals and achieving them together. I have yet to meet anyone that thinks about music as much as you do. (I have our RA bubble bath photos from 7 years ago) \m/ harder. \m/ for good.
Ken aka Kok wah
My biatch! :D He's our lead vox now! Brings a shitload'a laughter into my life. Together with new found best-friend DavidJ, they're unstoppable. I know who to call if i wanna chill.
Arshvyn aka Black
I miss lower sec days. :) you have been a brother.
Jillyn
Can't believe I've known you for so long. You've grown a whole lot since the center parting Jillyn Tan with the brown skirt I knew from Sunday School! Although you can be a pain in the rectum sometimes, you put a smile on my face all the other times. :D Thanks for being there. You have impacted my life greatly in many ways this year. and.. Don't stop baking!
Jt
I've known you even before the jiak lor mee days. And when you went on incessantly about how you were going to spike your hair like your brother in P3 but never did until P5. (although you claim to not remember) You've been an inspiration to me in many ways, (and still are) both on and off the field. If you ask me, nothing binds friendship better than time. Gimme a big one bro. HUG.
Zheng Qiang
Can't thank you enough. I admire your humility and generosity. I really appreciate the countless selfless hours you've sacrificed for me. It's very hard to let you down.
I passed my math supplementaries too by the way. :D
COLLEEN CHIA
Thought there were some things I thought I could not have possibly gotten over, but I guess I was wrong. When I look into your eyes I see the dreams and goals I have set for myself. I see your determination and drive, and that keeps me going. I see you for who you truly are.
"It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose"
I don't know if it starts at your toes but I sure love the way you crinkle your nose. :D
You never fail to make my day.
I love you baby.
Cheers to the new year!
As this year is coming to a close, I thought I'd show my gratitude to those that walked my 07' with me, through thick and thin.
07' was pretty much an exhilarating year for me, minus the dispiriting moments. Exhilarating yet arduous somehow. Yes, this post is (yet again) Ryan-inspired. You'll see why in a moment.
Helios, Big Keef and Wilson
Come on, school without you guys would be a bleepin bore! Does "fire extinguisher" ring a bell? I bet g-string does too huh. (I can totally feel it coming)
During one of Mrs Dee's English lessons in P4, Helios and I forgot to bring our english textbooks and were shitting bricks at the back of class. Frack'n hilarious.
Keef, I'm sorry about Steph.
Ryan
My mother thinks he's a damn nice boy. :)
He gives math tuition for sweets. He inspires me.. with crazy ideas. He is a whole a lot of pain and stupidity.. And just pure randomness. "Hey Dj! I bet you can't squat while skating very fast.." "..and let's make a chu-chu train!" (that resulted in a scar on my right knee) " "What's your underwear size?" Your "i <3 my boyfriend" tee.
You have been a friend.
Daniel Lim
Although this was in 06', knowing that you were chasing down the other side of the scrum was pretty assuring.
That was the most enjoyable season I had.
Most of the time you're in Taiwan now, but I'm glad we have not lost contact. Hope you're able to get your Blink cd. ;)
Josh
Cute Chubby walking teddy - crazy awesome better than hendrixslashmayer put together with hippie like hair guitarist. Its been awesome sharing common dreams and goals and achieving them together. I have yet to meet anyone that thinks about music as much as you do. (I have our RA bubble bath photos from 7 years ago) \m/ harder. \m/ for good.
Ken aka Kok wah
My biatch! :D He's our lead vox now! Brings a shitload'a laughter into my life. Together with new found best-friend DavidJ, they're unstoppable. I know who to call if i wanna chill.
Arshvyn aka Black
I miss lower sec days. :) you have been a brother.
Jillyn
Can't believe I've known you for so long. You've grown a whole lot since the center parting Jillyn Tan with the brown skirt I knew from Sunday School! Although you can be a pain in the rectum sometimes, you put a smile on my face all the other times. :D Thanks for being there. You have impacted my life greatly in many ways this year. and.. Don't stop baking!
Jt
I've known you even before the jiak lor mee days. And when you went on incessantly about how you were going to spike your hair like your brother in P3 but never did until P5. (although you claim to not remember) You've been an inspiration to me in many ways, (and still are) both on and off the field. If you ask me, nothing binds friendship better than time. Gimme a big one bro. HUG.
Zheng Qiang
Can't thank you enough. I admire your humility and generosity. I really appreciate the countless selfless hours you've sacrificed for me. It's very hard to let you down.
I passed my math supplementaries too by the way. :D
COLLEEN CHIA
Thought there were some things I thought I could not have possibly gotten over, but I guess I was wrong. When I look into your eyes I see the dreams and goals I have set for myself. I see your determination and drive, and that keeps me going. I see you for who you truly are.
"It starts in my toes
makes me crinkle my nose"
I don't know if it starts at your toes but I sure love the way you crinkle your nose. :D
You never fail to make my day.
I love you baby.
Cheers to the new year!
Danj
made with glue
11:16 PM
made with glue
11:16 PM
HAPPY APRIL'S POISON
This smiling facade can't last forever. Just like Hope that fled in a chariot of white fire. Leaving as fast as it dwelled, smothering itself in its own ethereal inferno. One that spoke of optimism when second chances seemed futile. One which gave life.
One, that came with everything to give..
and vanished without burnt ashes of reproach.
That, was the surface of something extraordinary.
This smiling facade can't last forever. Just like Hope that fled in a chariot of white fire. Leaving as fast as it dwelled, smothering itself in its own ethereal inferno. One that spoke of optimism when second chances seemed futile. One which gave life.
One, that came with everything to give..
and vanished without burnt ashes of reproach.
That, was the surface of something extraordinary.
Danj
made with glue
1:15 AM
made with glue
1:15 AM
Too close for comfort
Why must this tear my head inside out?
I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair.
Why must this tear my head inside out?
I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair. I don't want to cut my hair.
Danj
made with glue
10:06 PM
made with glue
10:06 PM
Pa-rum pa pum pum
Indeed she was. She gets bored but she's easily amused.
So to honor him Pa rum pa pum pum
I played my drums for him Pa rum pa pum pum
I played my best for him Pa rum pa pum pum
And then he smiled at me Pa rum pa pum pum
Me and my drum, me and my drum.
Was looking forward to see Fire Fight's rendition of little drummer boy, and thats what I did. They covered it well. I like the title. Haha, there's no wondering why. What a way to spend your Christmas eve, surrounded by the holiday cheer and people who care.
Cheers to the happy moments.
Indeed she was. She gets bored but she's easily amused.
So to honor him Pa rum pa pum pum
I played my drums for him Pa rum pa pum pum
I played my best for him Pa rum pa pum pum
And then he smiled at me Pa rum pa pum pum
Me and my drum, me and my drum.
Was looking forward to see Fire Fight's rendition of little drummer boy, and thats what I did. They covered it well. I like the title. Haha, there's no wondering why. What a way to spend your Christmas eve, surrounded by the holiday cheer and people who care.
Cheers to the happy moments.
Danj
made with glue
2:53 AM
made with glue
2:53 AM
COLLEEN WAS HERE HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAAHHAHAHA
Danj
made with glue
5:42 PM
made with glue
5:42 PM
Bukkakarols
The feeling of knowing you've made somebody's day is exceptionally sweet that it makes your's too.
Was supposed to meet Josh and Dj to pass him his guitar at noon, but the geniuses was still at home when i called.
SO i casually decided to rest my bum on one of the uPapa couches at P.S, not willing to slug the guitar around. Brochure said it improves blood circulation but I had pins and needles in my feet when I was done. Here's the interesting bit. You see, the uPapa is not very big, it only takes up about half the back of the couch. SO, it pivots your back at an angle if you lean back, leaving your chest sticking out. Unfortunately for me, the elderly lady in the next chair was doing just that, with the uPapa on auto...
Lets just say it was an uncanny sight.
But funny nonetheless.
The feeling of knowing you've made somebody's day is exceptionally sweet that it makes your's too.
Was supposed to meet Josh and Dj to pass him his guitar at noon, but the geniuses was still at home when i called.
SO i casually decided to rest my bum on one of the uPapa couches at P.S, not willing to slug the guitar around. Brochure said it improves blood circulation but I had pins and needles in my feet when I was done. Here's the interesting bit. You see, the uPapa is not very big, it only takes up about half the back of the couch. SO, it pivots your back at an angle if you lean back, leaving your chest sticking out. Unfortunately for me, the elderly lady in the next chair was doing just that, with the uPapa on auto...
Lets just say it was an uncanny sight.
But funny nonetheless.
Danj
made with glue
11:47 PM
made with glue
11:47 PM
Sing me something soft,
sad and elegant
or loud and out of key
Sing me anything
Make a big sound this Christmas!
The last two weeks have been kinda busy, but pretty great. Being preoccupied with jamming and hanging out before Christmas is an amazing thing. (I won't mention the studying, it just spoils the mood)
Keith adds a hell lota dynamic to the sound we make. Pops and slaps like its free. I felt he clicked with the band rather well the first time we jammed. The word's "smooth". We really hope he'd stay. Ken and Colleen are progressing very well! Kudos to them. Josh went crazy in a solo during the last session, like John Frusciante in the music video of Can't Stop when he solos (no marshmallows though). He cut his finger on the strings but he was still having a mighty good time. We all did. It just feels incredibly awesome when we get "in-the-zone" and naturally make a HUMONGOUS sound, its IN-EFF-ABLE.
Unrelated.. A phobia is a persistent, irrational fear of a specific object, activity, or situation that leads to a compelling desire to avoid it. Colleen is matophobic. I think it makes her racist, sorta. You go figure.
Cheers to finding your dreams and spending every living second of our lives doing what we truly enjoy.
sad and elegant
or loud and out of key
Sing me anything
Make a big sound this Christmas!
The last two weeks have been kinda busy, but pretty great. Being preoccupied with jamming and hanging out before Christmas is an amazing thing. (I won't mention the studying, it just spoils the mood)
Keith adds a hell lota dynamic to the sound we make. Pops and slaps like its free. I felt he clicked with the band rather well the first time we jammed. The word's "smooth". We really hope he'd stay. Ken and Colleen are progressing very well! Kudos to them. Josh went crazy in a solo during the last session, like John Frusciante in the music video of Can't Stop when he solos (no marshmallows though). He cut his finger on the strings but he was still having a mighty good time. We all did. It just feels incredibly awesome when we get "in-the-zone" and naturally make a HUMONGOUS sound, its IN-EFF-ABLE.
Unrelated.. A phobia is a persistent, irrational fear of a specific object, activity, or situation that leads to a compelling desire to avoid it. Colleen is matophobic. I think it makes her racist, sorta. You go figure.
Cheers to finding your dreams and spending every living second of our lives doing what we truly enjoy.
Danj
made with glue
10:43 PM
made with glue
10:43 PM
So, in this hour..
Everything I do will be all for this moment
every thing's for you
my heart is open
and willing so take it.
So, in this hour..
Everything I do will be all for this moment
every thing's for you
my heart is open
and willing so take it.
So, in this hour..
I want a big guitar sound. And my hug. Cant ever get enough of either.
Been having excessive jammage lately, and I don't ever wish for it to stop.
Been having excessive jammage lately, and I don't ever wish for it to stop.
Danj
made with glue
8:13 PM
made with glue
8:13 PM
And they're starved for our attention
Sleep now moon
I'll watch over her when the sun is up.
What a day. Wow, I'm beat.
I was starved a moment ago, but now I'm full. And tired.
cheers to all studying.
Sleep now moon
I'll watch over her when the sun is up.
What a day. Wow, I'm beat.
I was starved a moment ago, but now I'm full. And tired.
cheers to all studying.
Danj
made with glue
12:37 AM
made with glue
12:37 AM
Consider it fed.
My house is such a jungle.
I encounted this mighty FAT lizard on my adventurous journey to the bathroom. My first reaction was to melee it but it dodged every single strike with its lightning quick reflexes and its ultra quick movement speed out ran every single one of my rubber band shots. I had greatly underestimated this little beast.
I was left with no other choice so I brought on the heavy artillery. I baygonned its little pansy guts out.
"you were so scared of a little lizard?"
"NO. i pawned its sorry little ass."
"congratulations."
I dare say I fought a good fight.
My house is such a jungle.
I encounted this mighty FAT lizard on my adventurous journey to the bathroom. My first reaction was to melee it but it dodged every single strike with its lightning quick reflexes and its ultra quick movement speed out ran every single one of my rubber band shots. I had greatly underestimated this little beast.
I was left with no other choice so I brought on the heavy artillery. I baygonned its little pansy guts out.
"you were so scared of a little lizard?"
"NO. i pawned its sorry little ass."
"congratulations."
I dare say I fought a good fight.
Danj
made with glue
10:47 PM
made with glue
10:47 PM
On the first day of christmas my true love gave to me,
A partridge in a pear tree.
(not, kbs with a fanny)
Jeese, I have never gone christmas shopping before. Last year's christmas presents were all the gifts I got in the previous years that were kept in the store room. HAHA, no I'm kidding. Anyway, I make a lousy present buyer.
Presents on my gift list: potted plants, banananas. (bee eh yannah yanneh yanneh s)
any takers?
A partridge in a pear tree.
(not, kbs with a fanny)
Jeese, I have never gone christmas shopping before. Last year's christmas presents were all the gifts I got in the previous years that were kept in the store room. HAHA, no I'm kidding. Anyway, I make a lousy present buyer.
Presents on my gift list: potted plants, banananas. (bee eh yannah yanneh yanneh s)
any takers?
Danj
made with glue
12:00 PM
made with glue
12:00 PM
Because in heaven,
its beautiful, baby.
Its the 8th, Josh's homecoming. Sweet December finally came.
After picking him up we had a five-way gay orgy in the backseat of james' merc, (the girls just laughed) got rid of all the excess baggage, and let CARDINAL AVENUE AND FIRE FIGHT BLOW OUR MINDS. Gawd. They keep you coming back for more.
I like it when there aren't any chairs in the way. (or couches for that matter) Cos that means more groovin. I should be the chairman of the No Chairs Board. Someone should take a stand.
its beautiful, baby.
Its the 8th, Josh's homecoming. Sweet December finally came.
After picking him up we had a five-way gay orgy in the backseat of james' merc, (the girls just laughed) got rid of all the excess baggage, and let CARDINAL AVENUE AND FIRE FIGHT BLOW OUR MINDS. Gawd. They keep you coming back for more.
I like it when there aren't any chairs in the way. (or couches for that matter) Cos that means more groovin. I should be the chairman of the No Chairs Board. Someone should take a stand.
Danj
made with glue
2:58 AM
made with glue
2:58 AM
Countdown, 4-
The wonderfantabulas ken K.W: "what shit you eating?"
Pradeep: "?"
Aunty: "No sheep, no sheep. Eat rice."
I went to catch The Tatooist, and learnt that it is not very scarey.
It is almost that time of the year again. Its my favorite season. As a kid I looked forward to it. I used to get butterflies in my stomach when I heard christmas jingles, be awed by all the decor on the streets after nightfall, and I'd pretend to see thousands of cotton patches falling all around in the changing leaves. I LOVED Christmas. (I was a weird kid. I had two twin imaginary friends. For a LONG time. Maybe I'll blog about that someday.)
hey, smack your bangs bro! :D
cheers to love and its makers
The wonderfantabulas ken K.W: "what shit you eating?"
Pradeep: "?"
Aunty: "No sheep, no sheep. Eat rice."
I went to catch The Tatooist, and learnt that it is not very scarey.
It is almost that time of the year again. Its my favorite season. As a kid I looked forward to it. I used to get butterflies in my stomach when I heard christmas jingles, be awed by all the decor on the streets after nightfall, and I'd pretend to see thousands of cotton patches falling all around in the changing leaves. I LOVED Christmas. (I was a weird kid. I had two twin imaginary friends. For a LONG time. Maybe I'll blog about that someday.)
hey, smack your bangs bro! :D
cheers to love and its makers
Danj
made with glue
1:32 AM
made with glue
1:32 AM
The stars in your eyes light up the sky
Today, I woke up to find a dozen strangers in my house in suits and then i realised it was my uncle's wedding.
Then there was lalalalalala and much drinking and here i am half sober.
No wait, half drunk..
sheila taught them how to do that. i so wasn't drunk.
Josh was talking to me a moment before, and i didn't reply him on purpose to see what i could get out of it. Heres what i got.
(this was over a time span of half an hour)
Josh says:
you there....
Josh says:
feh
Josh says:
what are you doing
Josh says:
something suspicious?
Josh says:
ok...
Josh says:
what ARE you doing
Josh says:
porn?
Josh says:
you can tell me
Josh says:
i see
Josh says:
ill take that as "yes i am watching kbs and something involving a horse! thank you for asking and give me 3 minutes to finish up"
Josh says:
geez you're going for another few...
Josh says:
at least say something in between
Josh says:
otherwise its just plain rude
Josh says:
i see how it is
Josh says:
gone then
Josh says:
snore
Okay i'm off, i don't feel too well.
Boo freakin hoo.
Me, that's hoo.
Today, I woke up to find a dozen strangers in my house in suits and then i realised it was my uncle's wedding.
Then there was lalalalalala and much drinking and here i am half sober.
No wait, half drunk..
sheila taught them how to do that. i so wasn't drunk.
Josh was talking to me a moment before, and i didn't reply him on purpose to see what i could get out of it. Heres what i got.
(this was over a time span of half an hour)
Josh says:
you there....
Josh says:
feh
Josh says:
what are you doing
Josh says:
something suspicious?
Josh says:
ok...
Josh says:
what ARE you doing
Josh says:
porn?
Josh says:
you can tell me
Josh says:
i see
Josh says:
ill take that as "yes i am watching kbs and something involving a horse! thank you for asking and give me 3 minutes to finish up"
Josh says:
geez you're going for another few...
Josh says:
at least say something in between
Josh says:
otherwise its just plain rude
Josh says:
i see how it is
Josh says:
gone then
Josh says:
snore
Okay i'm off, i don't feel too well.
Boo freakin hoo.
Me, that's hoo.
Danj
made with glue
1:15 AM
made with glue
1:15 AM
I'll stop the storm if it rains
i am soaked to the bone cos i did not bother to run a moment before when it was pouring when everybody else did but it stopped raining just when i entered the house and the com was on so here i am blogging and i should get some mango juice and take a shower before i entirely drown this keyboard.
As some of you (Angels and Airwaves fans) might be able to tell, I titled these couple'a posts to the chorus of The Gift. How aptly timed, the series of events.
Ps: I did not get my (PRODUCT)RED tee.
i am soaked to the bone cos i did not bother to run a moment before when it was pouring when everybody else did but it stopped raining just when i entered the house and the com was on so here i am blogging and i should get some mango juice and take a shower before i entirely drown this keyboard.
As some of you (Angels and Airwaves fans) might be able to tell, I titled these couple'a posts to the chorus of The Gift. How aptly timed, the series of events.
Ps: I did not get my (PRODUCT)RED tee.
Danj
made with glue
3:45 PM
made with glue
3:45 PM
I'll light a path far from here
Check out justasiamclothing.com. Its like the new threadless. But treadless is much more massive of course. Some of the clothing are sweet. ROCKSTAR! is sweet. "God loves me" in purple. weird.
I WANT (PRODUCT)RED TEES. See if i can get my hands on one later.
Check out justasiamclothing.com. Its like the new threadless. But treadless is much more massive of course. Some of the clothing are sweet. ROCKSTAR! is sweet. "God loves me" in purple. weird.
I WANT (PRODUCT)RED TEES. See if i can get my hands on one later.
Danj
made with glue
4:23 PM
made with glue
4:23 PM
I'll make your fear melt away
Sometimes I wish that I was a little bit more poetic. I cant find the right words to say. And sometimes, it just so happens that someone I know happens to say the right thing for me. I was browsing around the web today and found a quote that gave me a smile and a little tingle. Its funny how sometimes you find something so perfect when you are just wasting time. (something which i do a lot of right now) Anyways,
-Recently i have found that life is much more complex, oddly enough i have discovered this complexity in the simplicity of monotony. Its when our lives settle into a groove when you find out what is most important. over the past year and a half i have been watching things settle. and i am not too sure i enjoy all that is rising to the top. but that is why i try to stay as close to the Lord as possible. when these things rise to the top, he can reach down and take them out. staying close to the lord is not easy, but i guess thats how refining feels and does to you. and i am pleased to say that through all my struggles and failures that i love the lord more today than i ever have in my whole life. i thank the lord every day for his grace, and i am thankful that it is not missing.
Thanks Frak.
Sometimes I wish that I was a little bit more poetic. I cant find the right words to say. And sometimes, it just so happens that someone I know happens to say the right thing for me. I was browsing around the web today and found a quote that gave me a smile and a little tingle. Its funny how sometimes you find something so perfect when you are just wasting time. (something which i do a lot of right now) Anyways,
-Recently i have found that life is much more complex, oddly enough i have discovered this complexity in the simplicity of monotony. Its when our lives settle into a groove when you find out what is most important. over the past year and a half i have been watching things settle. and i am not too sure i enjoy all that is rising to the top. but that is why i try to stay as close to the Lord as possible. when these things rise to the top, he can reach down and take them out. staying close to the lord is not easy, but i guess thats how refining feels and does to you. and i am pleased to say that through all my struggles and failures that i love the lord more today than i ever have in my whole life. i thank the lord every day for his grace, and i am thankful that it is not missing.
-frak
Thanks Frak.
Danj
made with glue
3:11 PM
made with glue
3:11 PM
And the world we know disappear
Just came back from a food/wine tasting session for my uncle's wedding and my, the food was awesome. It had to be.
I think my future Gramp-In-Law has a secret liking for me. He kept passing me his share with a smile saying he's not feeling well. I humbly (gladly) accepted. :)
It'll be my uncle's wedding next week. (good riddance) Which means I have to clear my room. (people are coming over) Which also means Josh will be back in 2 weeks. Which means my next set of supplementary papers are in 5 weeks. Which also means the stupid sups will thwart my jamming plans. smeelyliuhpeeenysphuchas
I found my old army compass as I was clearing my room. (or at least in an attempt to)
I know which way the North Pole is. Its this way ----> . But only if you're sitting on my couch.
Just came back from a food/wine tasting session for my uncle's wedding and my, the food was awesome. It had to be.
I think my future Gramp-In-Law has a secret liking for me. He kept passing me his share with a smile saying he's not feeling well. I humbly (gladly) accepted. :)
It'll be my uncle's wedding next week. (good riddance) Which means I have to clear my room. (people are coming over) Which also means Josh will be back in 2 weeks. Which means my next set of supplementary papers are in 5 weeks. Which also means the stupid sups will thwart my jamming plans. smeelyliuhpeeenysphuchas
I found my old army compass as I was clearing my room. (or at least in an attempt to)
I know which way the North Pole is. Its this way ----> . But only if you're sitting on my couch.
Danj
made with glue
1:19 AM
made with glue
1:19 AM
Baby Got Back (80s edition)
Had a shot at singing in front of over a thousand people today, and my, it felt spectacular. Never really thought of persuing singing. Never thought I'd actually like singing! I drum better than I sing any day, but I guess the thought of performing just gets me all perked up.
My dads giving the door a new coat of paint in anticipation of my uncle's wedding. Bummer. I didn't get to see him saw off part of it. Did you see the see saw as I saw it?
Brrrrr..
Anyway, this was brought to you by the conjugation of the verb "to see", saws, googly eyes, and fun.
I will try and clear as much of my room as possible and stay away from the smell of laquer. (Yeah, my entire house smells of it now)
As of today, my iPod case has been pimped with a couple'uf buttons.
I swear it looks sexier.
Had a shot at singing in front of over a thousand people today, and my, it felt spectacular. Never really thought of persuing singing. Never thought I'd actually like singing! I drum better than I sing any day, but I guess the thought of performing just gets me all perked up.
My dads giving the door a new coat of paint in anticipation of my uncle's wedding. Bummer. I didn't get to see him saw off part of it. Did you see the see saw as I saw it?
Brrrrr..
Anyway, this was brought to you by the conjugation of the verb "to see", saws, googly eyes, and fun.
I will try and clear as much of my room as possible and stay away from the smell of laquer. (Yeah, my entire house smells of it now)
As of today, my iPod case has been pimped with a couple'uf buttons.
I swear it looks sexier.
Danj
made with glue
11:50 PM
made with glue
11:50 PM
A Time For Jammage
L!ME Sonic Bang was a blast. Would have been early if not for the photo shoot thingamagiggy.
Had a coupla rounds of beach touch before the gig really started.
West Grand and Caracal owned the stage as usual. I love Fire Fight's new line up. They sound a lot like angels and airwaves now with their latest addition Chris Ong on synthesizers. I think Allura's drummer (Han Quan) is very promising.
Went to grab a bite before the moshing bands. I didn't feel quite well actually. But things got better just before AVA. The last few shows were a pleasant improvement from the last bunch.
Note to self: PUT ON FOOTWEAR WHEN MOSHING.
Ended the day walking through a dark, deserted sentosa with my buttons and Caracal tee. Thank goodness there were taxis or else it would have been one helluva walk to the city.
L!ME Sonic Bang was a blast. Would have been early if not for the photo shoot thingamagiggy.
Had a coupla rounds of beach touch before the gig really started.
West Grand and Caracal owned the stage as usual. I love Fire Fight's new line up. They sound a lot like angels and airwaves now with their latest addition Chris Ong on synthesizers. I think Allura's drummer (Han Quan) is very promising.
Went to grab a bite before the moshing bands. I didn't feel quite well actually. But things got better just before AVA. The last few shows were a pleasant improvement from the last bunch.
Note to self: PUT ON FOOTWEAR WHEN MOSHING.
Ended the day walking through a dark, deserted sentosa with my buttons and Caracal tee. Thank goodness there were taxis or else it would have been one helluva walk to the city.
Danj
made with glue
9:10 PM
made with glue
9:10 PM
Up Yours
Half of my supplementary papers are over and done with - I feel pretty liberated. It a mixed feeling though. The paper was a tad too easy even for some one (with a history with mathematics) like me, so something inside of me is telling me its too good to be true. But ah heck. Time will tell. For now I've got about a week or so to make full use of my holidays. Or part of.
Half of my supplementary papers are over and done with - I feel pretty liberated. It a mixed feeling though. The paper was a tad too easy even for some one (with a history with mathematics) like me, so something inside of me is telling me its too good to be true. But ah heck. Time will tell. For now I've got about a week or so to make full use of my holidays. Or part of.
Danj
made with glue
1:18 AM
made with glue
1:18 AM
"Today I will teach you how to how to solo in 4/4."
Then we got around to doing shuffle, swing and blues - An introduction to jazz. Things are slowly beginning to spice up. I cant wait for the next lesson.
I've been spending (wasting) most of my holidays studying for my sups, going for extra classes and what not. Seems like i wont be having any breaks (not even full holidays) from now till Os. Lovedrug is telling me to pretend I'm alive.
Then we got around to doing shuffle, swing and blues - An introduction to jazz. Things are slowly beginning to spice up. I cant wait for the next lesson.
I've been spending (wasting) most of my holidays studying for my sups, going for extra classes and what not. Seems like i wont be having any breaks (not even full holidays) from now till Os. Lovedrug is telling me to pretend I'm alive.
Danj
made with glue
12:20 AM
made with glue
12:20 AM
Shes a brick and I'm drowning slowly
Fred Jones was worn out
From caring for his often
Screaming and crying wife
During the day but
He couldn't sleep at night for fear that she
In a stupor from the drugs that didn't
Ease the pain would set the house ablaze
With a cigarette
Danj
made with glue
9:59 PM
made with glue
9:59 PM
Bycaramba!
This (school) year has come and gone really quickly. (its always the case in retrospect)
Relationships have been tested. Some have been forged and some have been distanced. A couple'uf testing experiences has definately scarred us with vivid impressions of this year.
The past few days were pretty much eat, sleep, repeat but damn the sup papers - I gotta start studying again. 1 week + 5 topics x 4 subjects = possible failure. Which also means I'll possibly have to drop to Combined Sciences. I do not want to streamline my courses (AND future job opportunities) just yet.
Studies aside, I've got trainings and much tuition and classes to keep me busy this holidays, but well, on the other hand, it would be good if I could get myself a job to scare up some cash - the lan shops and theatres are sucking me dry.
I'd better get to bed if I don't wanna be late meeting the principle tomorrow.
This (school) year has come and gone really quickly. (its always the case in retrospect)
Relationships have been tested. Some have been forged and some have been distanced. A couple'uf testing experiences has definately scarred us with vivid impressions of this year.
The past few days were pretty much eat, sleep, repeat but damn the sup papers - I gotta start studying again. 1 week + 5 topics x 4 subjects = possible failure. Which also means I'll possibly have to drop to Combined Sciences. I do not want to streamline my courses (AND future job opportunities) just yet.
Studies aside, I've got trainings and much tuition and classes to keep me busy this holidays, but well, on the other hand, it would be good if I could get myself a job to scare up some cash - the lan shops and theatres are sucking me dry.
I'd better get to bed if I don't wanna be late meeting the principle tomorrow.
Danj
made with glue
10:46 PM
made with glue
10:46 PM
Are you happy?
I hate it when my performance fluctuates. Like a lady's moodswings. (in general) It sucks how a single instrument can either make or break a set. Its sucks how a single instrument can make or break a person's day.
I believe in perfection through practice. But I cant. Well, at least not right now. It is a skill picked up through experience. I'm not going to get any experience locked up at home and practicing all day. I want to get better. I really do. In fact, I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I don't.
I cant comprehend myself. What makes me happy really? Music? I feel that it is just a medium in which the truth is smothered. I cant face reality so I consume myself with music instead.
I keep giving in.
I hate it when my performance fluctuates. Like a lady's moodswings. (in general) It sucks how a single instrument can either make or break a set. Its sucks how a single instrument can make or break a person's day.
I believe in perfection through practice. But I cant. Well, at least not right now. It is a skill picked up through experience. I'm not going to get any experience locked up at home and practicing all day. I want to get better. I really do. In fact, I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I don't.
I cant comprehend myself. What makes me happy really? Music? I feel that it is just a medium in which the truth is smothered. I cant face reality so I consume myself with music instead.
I keep giving in.
Danj
made with glue
11:57 PM
made with glue
11:57 PM
Sometimes we don't need new scenery,
we just need new eyes.
I need to listen to something good. But unfortunately, something's stopping my iPod from syncing. Whatever it is, its got me by the ankles, in a gyration, churning my insides and killing me slowly. It gets into your blood and slowly sucks the life outta you. That probably explains why I've been feverish lately. (yeah right, its lack of sleep) But life goes on.
uk yt23 o9p23u8 hk
My mother typed the above sentence (she has a Bachaelor's degree)
However, I had another drum solo lesson with Jimmy and it was the first best thing that happened today. He too said that the school will be putting me in a band to play for their annual concert.
It was a total cacophony of awesomeness. (the lesson + the news after)
we just need new eyes.
I need to listen to something good. But unfortunately, something's stopping my iPod from syncing. Whatever it is, its got me by the ankles, in a gyration, churning my insides and killing me slowly. It gets into your blood and slowly sucks the life outta you. That probably explains why I've been feverish lately. (yeah right, its lack of sleep) But life goes on.
uk yt23 o9p23u8 hk
My mother typed the above sentence (she has a Bachaelor's degree)
However, I had another drum solo lesson with Jimmy and it was the first best thing that happened today. He too said that the school will be putting me in a band to play for their annual concert.
It was a total cacophony of awesomeness. (the lesson + the news after)
Danj
made with glue
11:20 PM
made with glue
11:20 PM
BANG BANG BANG
is all i wanna do now.
(i cant hear you)
is all i wanna do now.
(i cant hear you)
Danj
made with glue
9:26 PM
made with glue
9:26 PM
Firefly.
And i don't think we'll get out of this hell,
but the time here with you has been nice,
a cold love bloody knuckle trigger finger riding on the edge of mind,
a salute to the end of the world,
and a beautiful end with you girl?
And i don't think we'll get out of this hell,
but the time here with you has been nice,
a cold love bloody knuckle trigger finger riding on the edge of mind,
a salute to the end of the world,
and a beautiful end with you girl?
Danj
made with glue
2:07 AM
made with glue
2:07 AM
"Bury us," they said,
while panic in my mind was broken
Is the place to be this saturday.
OH and
is slowly becoming closer reality. :D
while panic in my mind was broken
You gotta pull stars down to be someone,
and when you've chemi-claimed the sun you gotta,
let the oceans fill your life somehow,
you gotta break the damn and wave to yourself
Is the place to be this saturday.
OH and
is slowly becoming closer reality. :D
Danj
made with glue
11:30 PM
made with glue
11:30 PM
I - Empire
from here to the farmlands, to spread love like violence
from here to the farmlands, to spread love like violence
Let me feel you carry you higher
watch our words spread hope like fire
secret crowds rise up and gather
hear your voices, sing back louder
secret crowds rise up and gather
hear your voices, sing back louder
Danj
made with glue
4:33 AM
made with glue
4:33 AM
Lourider
The exams are FINALLY OVER. Which means..
One week of holiday.
Jamming sessions,
definately more lan,
more of drums,
and I can finally get my ipod classic.
plus,
I am so getting that.
The exams are FINALLY OVER. Which means..
One week of holiday.
Jamming sessions,
definately more lan,
more of drums,
and I can finally get my ipod classic.
plus,
I am so getting that.
Danj
made with glue
5:22 PM
made with glue
5:22 PM
Recently, I got myself a pair of orange ear phone gloves and I think its damn sexy so i put it on for fun.
Haha. No, I kid. But I still think its sexy.
Well anyway, these few lines of Pretend You're Alive by Lovedrug ran through my head countless times as I was attempting the chem paper (pretty much in vain), and I was tryna figure it out. But I couldn't really.
Oh enjoy life, oh enjoy life
Climbing up those trees, and breaking all your knees.
Watch angels in the morning, become a devil's afternoon
I will panic in the evening, underneath the crashing moon.
So fall in love, while you can still hold your head up high
and pretend that you're alive, again.
and that resulted in me idling away precious time day dreaming about being a rock star..
UNTIL NOW. Wo, typing it out helped. I get it. I think it'd be something Jillyn can relate to.
I shall summarise.
"Climbing up those trees, and breaking all your knees"
Tying out many different options, but similar, because trees are still trees. (trees are abundant). But none seem to work out.
"Watch angels in the morning, become a devil's afternoon"
People change.
"I will panic in the evening, underneath the crashing moon"
And that leads to a dilema. The person does not know what to do.
Note: chronological order - morning, afternoon, evening. crashing moon - night
"So fall in love, while you can still hold your head up high"
Fall in love, you have nothing to be ashamed about.
Holy! Shuffle is playing Sunday Bloody Sunday. The drum intro is sooo seductive.
But Lit is tomorrow.
...
...
...
Ah, i'll read later!
Haha. No, I kid. But I still think its sexy.
Well anyway, these few lines of Pretend You're Alive by Lovedrug ran through my head countless times as I was attempting the chem paper (pretty much in vain), and I was tryna figure it out. But I couldn't really.
Oh enjoy life, oh enjoy life
Climbing up those trees, and breaking all your knees.
Watch angels in the morning, become a devil's afternoon
I will panic in the evening, underneath the crashing moon.
So fall in love, while you can still hold your head up high
and pretend that you're alive, again.
and that resulted in me idling away precious time day dreaming about being a rock star..
UNTIL NOW. Wo, typing it out helped. I get it. I think it'd be something Jillyn can relate to.
I shall summarise.
"Climbing up those trees, and breaking all your knees"
Tying out many different options, but similar, because trees are still trees. (trees are abundant). But none seem to work out.
"Watch angels in the morning, become a devil's afternoon"
People change.
"I will panic in the evening, underneath the crashing moon"
And that leads to a dilema. The person does not know what to do.
Note: chronological order - morning, afternoon, evening. crashing moon - night
"So fall in love, while you can still hold your head up high"
Fall in love, you have nothing to be ashamed about.
Holy! Shuffle is playing Sunday Bloody Sunday. The drum intro is sooo seductive.
But Lit is tomorrow.
...
...
...
Ah, i'll read later!
Danj
made with glue
5:45 PM
made with glue
5:45 PM
The day I got a cat-whistle
All my confidence in getting at least a B in math (or at least passing for the first time in my entire secondary school life) was shattered by the Dr PHDbutstillnodifferencegaybraininanus
"Guys you are far too noisy"
"What?"
"You are far too N.O.S.Y, noisy" brainless and did I mention gay teacher? (He's actually gay, its gross)
Maybe i should get the photo of him french-kissing an indian guy that Brendan ripped off from his laptop and post it online.
I dont care, he sucks. He took my untied paper before I could finish writing my name on all the pieces. He sucks.
And to top it off my ipod died on me on my way home and I was cat-called by an old man on a bicycle.
Judge me.
After all this ranting, an hour of heartracing, sweat dripping, hardcore stick grabbing action with my baby sounds good.
All my confidence in getting at least a B in math (or at least passing for the first time in my entire secondary school life) was shattered by the Dr PHDbutstillnodifferencegaybraininanus
"Guys you are far too noisy"
"What?"
"You are far too N.O.S.Y, noisy" brainless and did I mention gay teacher? (He's actually gay, its gross)
Maybe i should get the photo of him french-kissing an indian guy that Brendan ripped off from his laptop and post it online.
I dont care, he sucks. He took my untied paper before I could finish writing my name on all the pieces. He sucks.
And to top it off my ipod died on me on my way home and I was cat-called by an old man on a bicycle.
Judge me.
After all this ranting, an hour of heartracing, sweat dripping, hardcore stick grabbing action with my baby sounds good.
Danj
made with glue
5:05 PM
made with glue
5:05 PM
Lovedrug - Down Towards The Healing
I want to make you happy but
I've fallen, I'm sorry.
I thought my wings could hold me up with angels, not demons,
You don't know how cool you are
To find the ways to love me without shame.
I want my life to be red with trees like autumn,
I'd float away from evil and down towards the healing,
So sad now we have become
The children trapped in the mazes,
I'd give my soul to the one
Who has the courage to find me and free me now.
If I run,
I'll just become like all the faking lights,
So let the thunders take me under and break my legs tonight.
Let the thunders take me under and break my legs tonight.
Let the thunders take me under and break my legs tonight.
(Hallelujah, I'm not breathing)
Lovedrug and their killer lyrics. Its more than meets the eye. I think this song has a deeper meaning than just being about a relationship.
"I want my life to be red with trees and like autumn"
sounds like he's saying he wants to bring more color and depth to his life. More meaning and substance. Or, he wants his life to be something special and beautiful. Red (blue) represents vibrance and vitality.
"So sad that we have become the children trapped in the mazes"
could be referencing the fact that many people get lost in the business of what they think life is. They get trapped in and lost in the hustle-bustle of things and forget to take time to just slow down, think, and live. (something many a times we often forget to do)
"If I run, I'll just become like all the faking lights."
If we run along with what everyone else says is cool or popular, originality will lose its meaning. We'll just be trying to fit in with what everyone else is doing, "faking lights" - (aka posuers lol) even though fitting in is really what everyone else is really trying to do too.
"So let the thunders take me under and break my legs tonight" is kinduf like a surrender. Note : "run" and "break my legs"
Best song ever.
(I should really analyse the other Lovedrug songs after the exams and be sedated by their lyrics)
I want to make you happy but
I've fallen, I'm sorry.
I thought my wings could hold me up with angels, not demons,
You don't know how cool you are
To find the ways to love me without shame.
I want my life to be red with trees like autumn,
I'd float away from evil and down towards the healing,
So sad now we have become
The children trapped in the mazes,
I'd give my soul to the one
Who has the courage to find me and free me now.
If I run,
I'll just become like all the faking lights,
So let the thunders take me under and break my legs tonight.
Let the thunders take me under and break my legs tonight.
Let the thunders take me under and break my legs tonight.
(Hallelujah, I'm not breathing)
Lovedrug and their killer lyrics. Its more than meets the eye. I think this song has a deeper meaning than just being about a relationship.
"I want my life to be red with trees and like autumn"
sounds like he's saying he wants to bring more color and depth to his life. More meaning and substance. Or, he wants his life to be something special and beautiful. Red (blue) represents vibrance and vitality.
"So sad that we have become the children trapped in the mazes"
could be referencing the fact that many people get lost in the business of what they think life is. They get trapped in and lost in the hustle-bustle of things and forget to take time to just slow down, think, and live. (something many a times we often forget to do)
"If I run, I'll just become like all the faking lights."
If we run along with what everyone else says is cool or popular, originality will lose its meaning. We'll just be trying to fit in with what everyone else is doing, "faking lights" - (aka posuers lol) even though fitting in is really what everyone else is really trying to do too.
"So let the thunders take me under and break my legs tonight" is kinduf like a surrender. Note : "run" and "break my legs"
Best song ever.
(I should really analyse the other Lovedrug songs after the exams and be sedated by their lyrics)
Danj
made with glue
10:12 PM
made with glue
10:12 PM
For you,
the allegiant
Come back, this hungry orphan needs a place to stay
though the odds are against this, wont you be coming back here
my runways been smooth from second chances
destroy and reform till we all disappear
I'm getting used to knowing you as just a name without a face
the allegiant
Come back, this hungry orphan needs a place to stay
though the odds are against this, wont you be coming back here
my runways been smooth from second chances
destroy and reform till we all disappear
I'm getting used to knowing you as just a name without a face
Danj
made with glue
12:58 AM
made with glue
12:58 AM
Scroll clockwise to increase numbing sensation
Scroll clockwise and succumb
fall into pairs, like two ugly fish
too rare for extinction,
i know
the veins in your hand felt sort of like summer,
calm to the touch, oh no
and my god how did we survive
the paper scars, oh
bless my stars
you said you're sorry
I wore a grey shirt today for what its worth.
Scroll clockwise and succumb
fall into pairs, like two ugly fish
too rare for extinction,
i know
the veins in your hand felt sort of like summer,
calm to the touch, oh no
and my god how did we survive
the paper scars, oh
bless my stars
you said you're sorry
I wore a grey shirt today for what its worth.
Danj
made with glue
8:57 PM
made with glue
8:57 PM
Gay : gleeful, jovial, glad, joyous, happy, cheerful, sprightly, blithe, airy, light-hearted.
Josh says:
im in funk band
Danj says:
gay
Josh says:
more like un-gay
Danj says:
good gay
Josh says:
gay not good
Danj says:
theres the good gay and the bad gay
Josh says:
i get to miss out on one period on fridays to go and freejam!
Danj says:
yeah thats gay
Josh says:
lol
Josh says:
with the most pro musicians in my school
Danj says:
thats gay shetz
Josh says:
3 of which are in my band anyway
Danj says:
thats gay orgy
Danj says:
ahh
Josh says:
you wish you were in the gay orgy
Josh says:
every friday at school
Josh says:
lol
Danj says:
haha
Danj says:
you're gay
Josh says:
lol im straaaiiighttttttt
Josh says:
im in funk band
Danj says:
gay
Josh says:
more like un-gay
Danj says:
good gay
Josh says:
gay not good
Danj says:
theres the good gay and the bad gay
Josh says:
i get to miss out on one period on fridays to go and freejam!
Danj says:
yeah thats gay
Josh says:
lol
Josh says:
with the most pro musicians in my school
Danj says:
thats gay shetz
Josh says:
3 of which are in my band anyway
Danj says:
thats gay orgy
Danj says:
ahh
Josh says:
you wish you were in the gay orgy
Josh says:
every friday at school
Josh says:
lol
Danj says:
haha
Danj says:
you're gay
Josh says:
lol im straaaiiighttttttt
Danj
made with glue
8:43 PM
made with glue
8:43 PM
They say
when life throws you a curved ball, make the best out of it.
From the point of view of an optimist, I'd say that life's good. Only it could have been better.
Or am i just deluding myself?
You cant get everything you want, can you?
I want many answers. Some of which i might not even have the questions for
I'm piecing the numbers and figures
fixing the puzzles you pulled apart.
when life throws you a curved ball, make the best out of it.
From the point of view of an optimist, I'd say that life's good. Only it could have been better.
Or am i just deluding myself?
You cant get everything you want, can you?
I want many answers. Some of which i might not even have the questions for
I'm piecing the numbers and figures
fixing the puzzles you pulled apart.
Danj
made with glue
7:55 PM
made with glue
7:55 PM
Live and learn
I need an impetous to get me studying hard.
I need to hit a drum kit.
I need to improve.
I need to learn how to let go.
I need to make wise decisions.
I need/crave to hear a cymbal ring. (now)
I still need to do something crazy.
I need to learn how to let go.
I need an impetous to get me studying hard.
I need to hit a drum kit.
I need to improve.
I need to learn how to let go.
I need to make wise decisions.
I need/crave to hear a cymbal ring. (now)
I still need to do something crazy.
I need to learn how to let go.
Danj
made with glue
11:18 PM
made with glue
11:18 PM
Dont say i didn't warn you..
Danj
made with glue
1:08 AM
made with glue
1:08 AM
And so Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say
Take care Mr Matthews!
From the craziest class in the world.
Danj
made with glue
10:58 PM
made with glue
10:58 PM