Broken down in bars and bathroomsBy keeping away from feelings, you dont make yourself stronger. Only weaker. By pushing away friends who care, you not only hurt yourself. You hurt us too.Behind the facade of plastic smiles that hide his denouements is a boy who merely wants to love and be loved. Is a boy searching in all the wrong places. Why can't it be so easy?
Acceptance. Or the lack thereof. It burns deep. When the one you care about the most can't return the grace signed and sealed the way you want it.
It engulfs you.
IT KILLS ME INSIDE.I worry.