I wonder how many people notice when stars burn out

The day started off like any other school day, same people, same faces, except I realised that something was missing.

During class, I felt a perpetual tugging inside, a certain black that was draning me slowly. like an empty star. Cruel, I thought it was, there wasn't much of me left. Something was missing.

Looking at the empty seats around, I thought, why couldn't you fill up one of them? Wasn't possible. Nope, not here.
Not now.

When you give me your crazy eyes it makes me wonder what you're thinking. Caught me off guard. Good one.

When you laugh, I can't help but feel happy for you at the same time crossing every finger I own, hoping that you're genuinely happy.

I MISS YOU LIKE FUCK!

I.. I can't go on.

it only hurts more.

Or won't.