The result of a constant request:Indecision - the biggest waste of time.
Guess I don't show it, but right now I don't wanna feel a thing. The deathly shrills of silence has gotten me into a headlock.
Its ironic how senseless screams and growls can silence the perpetual screaming. Maybe its enthusiasm unnoticed or the numbing silence, cold to the touch.
Whatever it is, it's turned me into a self regarding, impatient little bastard, who derives pleasure from being in his own narcissistic little world, who just doesn't want to feel.
I guess I've been too dependent.
I guess the past and the future, don't hold the same responsibilities.